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Monday, February 16, 2026

An Important Clarification

Hi. Brian Joseph Johns here.


I need to make some clarifications about my identity and who I am and what I'm about before I continue anything here on Shhhh! Digital Media.


First of all, I do not have a brown fetish and never have. I've never had any sort of fetish of that relation to skin colour or any other aspect about a partner, though I've always had something for brown eyes. I've never actively sought out a relationship or any kind of sexuality with a partner because they had brown skin, and quite honestly, I've never really had such a partner in my life that probably wasn't a part of a scheme to make it appear that I had a thing for women (or men) in that direction when in fact I never have. Ever.


When it comes to personal relationships with romantic or intimate partners, there is no law or quota that could ever be enforced that requires a person to maintain an equal balance of relationships with partners on the basis of skin colour and culture. Any such enforcement would infringe upon our rights of self determination and approaching tyranny and racism.


The truth is that I am not attracted in that direction and never have been and likely given the circumstances to which I've been subject, never will be.


Secondly, I'm heterosexual and always have been and always will be. I've never been romantically or intimately involved with a member of the same sex and have no interest towards that direction, whether they be transgender or a cross dresser or not. I personally have no attraction in that direction and never have and never will.


At one point in my life, when I was in a relationship with an older Chinese woman, the members of an abusive collective who stalked that woman, did everything they could to erase that relationship from my life, including creating the impression that it never happened, even harassing her about it if she ever alluded to our having been in a relationship. This happened with her, an older woman, and with a Korean woman with whom I was in a relationship. In both cases, the women were stalked and implored to stay away from me and to never allude to the fact that we were in a relationship despite our having been, and the people behind this are essentially a form of organized crime that has been getting traction over the years in the communities in which they operate.


My own love interest is a Southeast Asian woman (not transgender with all due respect), though given the difficulties of the abusive collective I'm exposing, it makes it very difficult for any sort of relationship or even communication, so I've given up on that, though from time to time we do "connect" with one another in other ways. However, I will not ever withdraw from my attraction or fascination with European and Asian women, in terms of where my attraction and interests in the opposite sex reside. They inspired much of what you'll find on Shhhh! Digital Media, and they've never abused me or taken advantage the same way that other collectives have done so in recent times, over the last twenty years. You could say that ninety-nine percent of what Shhhh! Digital Media is about in terms of the women characters, came from women like them. 


Don't get me wrong though, I am not an incel. I've had opportunities to be intimate, which I've refrained from pursuing given the fact that if I were to become involved with a woman, I would never pursue a casual or open relationship. I'd want her all for myself and I'd expect the same regard from her towards me and in the event that was not possible, then I'd prefer nothing at all. I find that there is a great deal of meaningful intimacy to be had in European and Asian erotic online content, Southeast Asian being my favourite kind of all and always has been and for as long as I can remember. Perhaps because the only woman with whom I've been involved that loved me so fully, and whom I was able to love as much if not more, was Southeast Asian.


I do not socialize in my building of residence or my community, and in fact I don't have any friends or family near me whatsoever, though this isn't a "poor me" session as I have no problem living in solitude because I don't think I'd want to befriend scumbags that are part of abusive collectives and stalker groups. They'll get theirs when the time comes, but not from me and they'll have nobody to blame but themselves. I've seen it happen before, including large scale busts of an ilk most people thought to be impossible, especially those who believed themselves untouchable, and I'll see it happen again. Tyranny as far as most people believe, originates from one brutal leader who rules many, but in fact tyranny can also originate from brutal collectives who impose their way of life on everyone else, hiding behind the power and zeal of their numbers, throwing human rights and freedoms out the window, including our right to self determination when it comes to who we choose to mingle with (meaning as adults), or collectively working to steal and erase a person from society, by disseminating and dispersing the content of their life to the very same abusive collectives, who then wear the lives of their victims as their own.


After more than two decades of this, and reaching a point where I won't take it, I decided to speak out here about this, though this has been brewing for a long time.


Now, insofar as my feelings are concerned, they don't originate from someone else. Like Steve Vitali for instance? A guitar player I used to know and jam with back when I was 13 years old, and just getting comfortable with pre-MIDI keyboards. Steve later went on the marry a Chinese woman, which served to fuel a lie that my own attraction to Asian women started because I was trying to copy or steal his identity, much the same as those who accused me of trying to steal John Penny's identity. Nothing could be further from the truth, as I'd been attracted to Southeast Asian women long before I even knew either Steve Vitali or John Penny. My interest also didn't originate from Ron Silk, who when I first knew him was living with an African lady, helping her to raise her child. That was back on Shandon Avenue when we lived there. I had, even as far back as then, been attracted to European and Asian women, and tended never to look in any other direction, though it was obvious that there were people who did not life that fact about me. A sort of hidden racism especially directed at me if I enjoyed looking at Asian women, which I often did. 


They were mostly against it because I'm European Canadian  myself and have very pale skin. In fact, since I've revealed my attractions in this way, these abusive collectives have been trying to replace my culture with that of someone African or Caribbean, despite my having no ancestry in either of those directions, and having pale skin, and not brown, if you don't count the age spots on less than 1% of my body. Even as I write this post now, I have members of this abusive collective trying to give others a very different impression about my ethnicity and culture, and in this sense its a hate crime. Replacing a person's identity to replace their culture is a hate crime, and that's exactly what these people are doing in order to hide or explain the fact that I'm attracted to Asian or Southeast Asian women. I have green eyes by the way.


When I wrote Butterfly Dragon and A Lady's Prerogative, I put the women front and center that were a big part of my life over the years, and in both cases they involved women very similar to women who were prominent in my life, though as soon as these storylines started becoming very popular in an underground sense, a number of these abusive collectives began trying to steal them from me, and attribute them to members of their cult. That's why I say, they're a form of organized crime and they truly are.


From the point of their growing popularity, I discovered that a number of women to whom these stories were related in terms of my representing them in a roundabout way, were also experiencing targeted stalking, and had been since I'd been involved with them. So this is something that goes beyond just this alone, and it is something that I'm certain will be more thoroughly investigated as time progresses, especially given the fact that they've recently increased their level of activity, attempting theft of the credit for my writing, and increased bullying of my person, though I do not put up with anything in that regard and have no fear of them whatsoever. Thankfully, their mistreatment and stalking of women had dropped off significantly.


This is not a statement of hate means love or love means hate. I've never used that as a means to explain any aspect of my expression. If I say it, I generally mean it. Some people use polarity reversing of expression as a means to rob people of the value of their bias for others. For instance, if you claim to love someone, then such a group who wants to break that love, might try to provoke you into hating them a lot, in other words biasing them more than your love biases the person you proclaim to love, and hence putting the person you hate ahead of the person you love, because such cults regard love and hate to be the same thing. Their only different being extremity. So if they can make you hate them, more than you love someone else, they see themselves as being your "rose", and that's exactly what people of that ilk are after and that's exactly why they harass people. So, I never reverse polarity of expression. If I say it, I mean it, and not as the opposite.


Last thing I'd like to discuss is the fact that I've been writing for as long as I can remember, though sometimes more often than other times. I've also had friends who enjoyed writing, and the two most prominent of which I know who were writers were also members of religions that are known for bullying people who befriend them, and have similar interests or skills and later use those skills in life and get attention for them. I had a friend named Jeff J. and a friend named Rob T., both of whom were also writers in the creative venue back when I knew them, though I also had been a writer as well and had often written both short stories and poetry in school, and in droves. However, I was a quiet nerd and seldom stood out or up in class, so most of what I did went under the radar and I liked it like that. I got marks for my creative work and that was good enough. My friends, they'd often show off with what they did, especially their writing and they'd often get praise from their friends, and attention and notoriety as a result of speaking up and often, and showing what they were doing. I didn't, or I very seldom did, because most of the attention I got in school arrived from bullies, so attention was something I did not want. They on the other hand had it quite often and seemed to do well with it. They were in the open, and I was kind of stealthy.


Decades later, and I'd returned to my writing several times, after having worked in other fields. I decided that I wanted to pursue the creative venue in order to add to some of my other ambitions, such as game development for instance. Writers are always an important aspect in game development and creative writing can go a long way to giving a game the atmosphere it needs to stand out. So I became interested in focusing on that aspect of my skill set, and poured a lot of energy into it developing something I'd been writing since I was 11 years old. Namely A Lady's Prerogative (about Wytches and mysticism) and Butterfly Dragon (about martial arts superheroes and mysticism). I began publishing my work on these properties back in 2012, around May and June and from there, they took off and began getting an audience, on text published stories alone on a website with little to no graphical content.


Both of the stories gained a large fanbase over the course of four years since I first published them, from which point I started receiving strife from members of the religious communities who my friends Jeff J. and Rob T. were a part of. The strife I received was mostly geared towards the idea that I had somehow vampired the ability to write from Jeff J. and from Rob T, and henceforth the word began to spread and there was a growing movement of people who began dissecting my life, on this basis. It began with writing, and continued on with anything and everything about my life there was that I could do or even about the kind of music I liked and the things I was into. It didn't take long before these cults were cannibalizing my life, and treating me as if everything I'd ever done had been vampired from someone else. Using that basis, the members of these abusive collectives doing this began erasing me, and taking everything from my life and history and crediting it to other people, and regarding my name and life as non-existent. In order to be considered to exist, I was forced to rent another person's identity every morning that I woke up. I'd basically have to earn another identity to wear as my own, but I could never wear my own identity and this is a cult that is currently and still very active.


As far as with these other writers, I was then forced to pay them sponsorship as writers, meaning that I could not call myself a writer unless I had a sponsor who was also a writer, and everything I wrote would go to the sponsor's credit. This also continued on, involving more writers (a volunteer named Reba from Salvation Army who was also involved in other aspects of this same cult), where the membership of this cult would give the credit for my writing to Reba, Jeff J. and Rob T, but never to me. As a matter of fact, these abusive collectives actually prevented people from me from being regarded as being alive or being addressed by my name. In other words, this cult essentially erased me, and this is organized crime in Regent Park and other locations who are doing this.


One of the reasons that I slowed down is because I wanted to work on something else, and because I wanted to deal with this other situation legally before I progress any further and find that this cult has stolen everything from me, and yes, that is a possibility because the people involved are literally organized crime of a new kind. As I stated, they're trying to force me away from the direction of my choosing, on the basis of forcing me to be with a woman with brown skin. So, they're racists and organized crime and every time I speak out against them, they accuse me of stealing the identity of a Police Officer. I would say that everyone that is a member of this cult, including the Police Officer, are all goofs of the highest order for them to be committing this crime. That's the only capital G they're ever going to get until they cease and desist. 


I hear since Canada enacted the sextortion laws, that they carry a pretty hefty sentence of 7 years, not to mention that from what I've heard, sextortionists aren't exactly regarded with the highest of respect amongst prison inmates. Especially those with  sisters or brothers who've fallen victim to such activity, whether the perpetrator was a man or a woman. Insofar as the sextortion laws are concerned, my former employer from CS Computing way back during my computer programming internship in 1987, had by 2007 been working as the senior Justice of the Peace for Federal Courts of Canada. She was part of a task force made up of Justices of the Peace and investigators at the Federal level that investigated a number of communities in Canada, including Regent Park, where criminal extortion involving video recorded sex acts had been increasing in alarming levels, including situations where extortionists were attempting to pressure the families of council members and members of parliament with regard to policy and statutes. In other words, sextortionists were looking to use extortion as a means to alter political policy and the law in their favour, that's why this task force was so high priority at the time. 


One of the writers I mentioned was under investigation by this task force for their involvement in sextortion related activities connected to a group that had been locally known for previously investigated crimes where a strong enough case was never built in the absence of such laws. These cases were so serious that the task force even managed to commandeer an electrical engineer with a vehicle to purposefully crash into a community cable box in Regent Park, in order to stop a local sextortionist from sharing video of a local member of the community they had targeted as an enemy. Apparently, the video was being shared for twenty minutes, with people from all over the city, before the task force was able to arrange for an electrical engineer to purposely crash his vehicle into the cable box to stop it, what potentially could have amounted to destroying a person's life, or possibly having led to their suicide as there had already been a number of suicides linked to sex video criminal extortion as it was known at that time. I've even heard that outlaw motorcycle gangs, and other street gangs use recorded sex videos as the means of the procurement of patches and gang progress which enter a person into their gangs. Hard to believe that a volunteer could be involved in something so insidious and with such long lasting repercussions in Canadian society. So, I guess I can thank my ex-employer for laying out the legal groundwork that can help take these scumbags down, despite us having worked together at a completely different capacity when we worked together. Apparently they were amongst some of the people keeping a protective eye on me at that time. Recently though, these abusive collectives locally have been stepping way over the line, not to mention they have an extensive connection network that extends into the shelter system, where both clients and some workers are also a part of their gang network.


So, I will under no circumstances go in the direction they're attempting to push me. My own love interest is Southeast Asian and if they or anyone else doesn't like that, too bad. I will protect my content, and if necessary, I will pursue the legal means to stop this. These gangs and this cult have gone on long enough and this has gone too far.


I do have law enforcement professionals that read my content, though as I stated before, I make it available to everyone because it can sometimes provide insights that are needed where people seldom venture, and where the greatest injustices are secretly occurring.


As I stated, my identity is under nearly constant attack, as if my person and those doing so are and have been trying to give a very different impression about me than is factual. For instance, I don't and have never used crack cocaine or cocaine. I don't hire prostitutes or sex workers and never have. I'd never tell them what they can and can't do with their own body, but that doesn't mean that I should take part in it. I don't and won't and forcing someone in such a direction is wrong. As I stated, these people are and have been attempting to give you a very different impression about me and my lifestyle than is the truth. If I have an itch that needs scratching, then there is plenty of classy European and Southeast Asian online erotic content that fits the bill, otherwise I'm a commitment kind of guy. I don't and never have gone for short flings or anything of that nature and I am not involved with the local sex trade at all and never have been. If they've given you that impression, they're lying. They're scammers and as I've stated, they have absolutely no honour, and no, I'm not a Zionist at all and never have been and never will be.


So, there is no Guyanese fellow named Bobby that writes anything for Shhhh! Digital Media and there never has been. There is no transgender writer named Rob (or anyone else for that matter) that writes anything for Shhhh! Digital Media and there never has been. Neither of those people operate any of the gmail emails or Shhhh! Digital emails associated with Shhhh! Digital Media. I'm the only writer and content producer there is on Shhhh! Digital Media and I'm its only CEO and owner. Brian Joseph Johns. If there is any credit to be given, I always give it, and in not a single case, has there ever been credited the people I've mentioned who are and have been given credit by an abusive collective that also has nothing to do with Shhhh! Digital Media. They're just scammers and crooks.


I am Brian Joseph Johns and this is Shhhh! Digital Media at https://www.shhhhdigital.com or https://www.shhhhdigital.ca in Toronto, Ontario, Canada at 200 Sherbourne Street Suite 701.


The irony is that if people had approached me in a friendly manner and after having signed an agreement protecting my content, I'd have entertained the possibility of having other local artists and writers contribute to Shhhh! Digital Media, but instead, what happened, is that I had a bunch of crooks attempt to take it all for themselves, and they really did bad by the hard working BIA and Council Members, who've always worked in the interest of the community and supporting the arts (I've voted for those council members). Unfortunately, these people who affronted me, did not go through any productive or professional channels to pursue the possibility of their work getting published. In fact, they did no work whatsoever, because trying to appropriate or steal someone else's creative or intellectual property and claim it as their own isn't work at all, and I have no respect for those who would.


I have lots of energy for writing, and I could write Stanton as easily as I could write the rest of Elsa's story in Grand Tapestry. I don't need to wait until I'm "possessed" by someone in order to make it possible for me to write as that character. The characters are always there and ready when I need them and not because I'm possessed by them. I'm not a Jehovah's Witness or a member of Prince Hall. I don't live by or believe in such things.


I will continue writing, but the more there are problems of this nature, the closer this all comes to a clash between the culmination of the brilliant work as a Justice of the Peace with regard to this task force that brought Canada's anti-sextortion and extortion laws up to par, and their arriving head-on in the face of at least two people nearby, who were connected with such activity and were according to material witnesses from twenty years ago.


There will be new content written and published when its done, and I am not blow guitar and I have no fetish for obese sextortionist Haitian women volunteers who narrowly avoided prison time. My own love interest is Southeast Asian (not Filipino with all due respect) and I have no plans to budge for anyone.


I'll see you soon with new content, or you'll read about some people on the news who were arrested and charged with criminal extortion and sex offenses connected to activities from twenty years ago, and my subsequent relocation at which point I'll continue with Shhhh! Digital Media as if nothing happened, and wonder how comfy it is for the sextortionists from behind those bars. :-)

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