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Tuesday, March 10, 2026

Harassment Attacked Again...

 Hi again. Brian Joseph Johns here.



Well, once again I was attacked when I was out, and this occurred as a group of people who slowly radicalized me on my way to the grocery store. Its very difficult to describe that process, but when you've been subjected to harassment for decades, you become very traumatized as a result, and it becomes easier and easier to do so. 


It definitely involves people who practice affecting your homeostasis at a distance via biomagnetism, a form of body energy attack employed by some people that alters your hormone production by affecting the natural messaging that controls your hormone production, by tampering with the communications in your nervous system. There is no weapon involved other than people who've learned how to weaponize their body and the electromagnetic field produced by the nervous system, not to be confused with "Chi" or "Qi".


For context, most of your cognition and behaviour is affected by the level of your various hormones, and there is a specific point of balance unique to your body. If its off by just a bit, it can affect your reactions and behaviour in ways that make you seem very sensitive or off kilter. Cults often use these means to attack a person as it affects the public impression about them and is a good way to discredit people that their cult victimizes. Like in the situation where they're stealing someone's creative or intellectual property. Something that occurs at the hands of such cults more frequently than people are letting on. To give you an idea, Ferretina was subject to just such a situation, as were many of their employees individually long after the studio closed. I know, because I was one of the employees, and no, my name isn't John, though I did have a friend named John Marshall who worked there too and whom I was played against by the membership of the same cult.


 Much of the motive for these attacks is to make a victim's behaviour seem consistent with their being remotely controlled by other people, which is a method this cult use to justify stealing their victim's creative and intellectual property. If you're behaving more consistent with being someone else, then its easier for the people fooled into believing such a thing to buy the idea that stealing your content and giving it to the credit of the person deemed to be remotely controlling you isn't really a crime, when in fact, there's nobody controlling you. Its just their affecting your hormones, and then verbally stalking you while you're out and about using cues they've sensitized you to over long periods to provoke or radicalize a reaction from you that seems inconsistent with your regular behaviour, and more consistent with someone else's behaviour and usually with that of someone they know or someone who is a member of their cult. 

They then use that impression, often with the support of the community who follow this abusive social game to justify giving the credit for the victim's efforts to the one deemed to be doing the controlling. Really, its just two or more abusive groups competing over fooling the community enough to go along with one side or the other, and often these competing groups are religions or even racist groups. In my community the effort focuses around people with brown skin versus people with light skin, with my being European Canadian and having light skin. The two groups often cooperate to make it appear I'm under one side's control, and then occasionally switch when its convenient for them a few weeks later. You'll find that pattern often with cults. They have two sides, that appear against each other, but they're often secretly working together. I'm not on either side and never will be.


Often these groups will work together to steal years of your life's efforts and to transfer them to someone else's credit and give you nothing in return, often abuse and the weight of their conduct, which is often associated with sex and narcotics trafficking. For example, they try to make it appear that I am a user of prostitutes (which I've never used), and that I use narcotics as well (crack cocaine or something similar). They often try to dump situations involving activity that is not a part of your life, while taking the best of you and wearing it as their own.


So their stalking was definitely geared towards those ends today, and I've decided that I'm going to continue exposing them. There's also a lot of corruption involved in protecting their activity as well.


As you know I'm the writer of Tales of the Sanctum, Butterfly Dragon, We Who Stand on Guard, Night Boat, Era of the Spellbound, Two Butterflies, Dragon Butterfly and Butterfly Dragon Reimagined, and quite often the members of this cult attempt to make it appear that I am not the writer, and give the credit for my writing to another person, while harassing me in relation to their garbage which as I stated is mostly connected to sex and narcotics trafficking, or making it seem that I have a "brown" fetish (ie making it appear like I'm attracted to women with brown skin). I can tell you in all truth that is not the case and never has been. My own love interest is Southeast Asian (not Filipino or Indonesian though).


So the idea is that the membership of this cult believe (and test for) the idea that you're being remotely controlled by their friends and members, and basically operate that way with regard to the respect for your ownship of your own creative and intellectual properties, not to mention that the heart-felt work you put into it, they wear as their bling, as if those thoughts and those feelings came from them, and they often collectively work together to discredit you as well after they steal it from you. Keep you isolated, and never come to your office or residence to confirm whether you're the writer or not. They just take it.


I am not mentally ill by the way, and that's another illusion that members of this cult would try to sell you, though I'd never stigmatize anyone by using such an idea as a weapon. A regular practice by the membership of this cult.


So, I've decided not to do any writing today, or for the rest of the week. I could change my mind but for the time being, I made my mind up.


Despite my being a Scorpio, I am neither Hail Project Mary, or The Bride! No disrespect to those movies but some people use the release of those two movies as a sort of duality to determine which side I am more like. For those of you who don't know, I was good friends with an Iranian woman named Mary, who lived out in Lakeshore West during the time I was working for Ferretina Film Production Ltd. She was being abused, and I was a friend to her, and even tried to get help for her. She became a stalking victim as a result, and left her husband and fled to another part of the country or possibly Europe somewhere. So that would be the Project Mary part connected to me, and The Bride would be mostly related to Christian Bale's character and having him represent a very dark and violent version of me (complete with the bent nose as I do have a slightly bent nose). 


I've never been a violent person, but the stalking today was definitely a battle between the two sides to turn those two movies into such a battle and see which one I am most like. This is something quite common in society and involving these cults, where they turn movies into representations of real people at some level, and the community turns it into a dualistic competition to see which one the real person is most like. They often use actors and their body of work to represent the person archetypally, implying that their body of movies represent that person accurately or metaphorically in some way. The people who believe that then use the movies as the basis for clues to "open" the person up as a form of extrapolating information from them or even auditing them. That body of work almost becomes a replacement for a person's actual history and truth, as cannibalistic cults in society do eat other people's past. These actors' body of movie work then replaces what was taken as some kind of metaphor about the person to serve as a foundation representing their "real" character. Meanwhile, most of their best efforts are stolen and attributed to others and the prevalent impression about arises as a result of the competition arising from this social game employing actors and movies as representations for their history and character.


This is not something that I believe is done by the people who make movies on purpose as a means to harm people. I believe that its an interpretation and dramatization of situations that mirror real life, but are distorted through perception by means of the clues via meaningful coincidences that people get about one another over the course of their lives. Often, that information is purposefully skewed by cults, who have learned and realized the power of twisting public perception by intercepting and repurposing such ideas before they end up in the hands of those who do creative things with them, in much the same way that an artist might focus on a subject in art, hoping to capture a moment in their existential experience, that is reflected in their face and eyes, (and lips) like the Mona Lisa. What if some kind of social cult had for weeks before Leonardo Da Vinci painted the Mona Lisa, harassed him about aspects that had nothing to do with the subject's real life, but were sourced from someone else? That painting might have turned out subsequently much different. Skewed. Twisted even, because toxic cults tampered with the perception of her to affect the artist's painting.


Also, the members of this cult believe that whatever motivates me, or results in my writing the kinds of stories that I do, comes from someone else. That is, that I don't have a mind of my own. That anything I write and experience originates from other people. Its sort of an extension of the NPC theory that some very narcissistic people have about other human beings, where they believe that certain people in life are in absence of consciousness. They believe such people are more like NPCs in a video game, than like a real life player in the same game. Such people they reason, occasionally have inspired output that seems to defy the idea that they don't have a real mind, and so the members of these cults explain that by claiming that NPCs occasionally borrow the mind of others in reality who do have a real mind. The cult then turns it into a competition to deem from whom that real mind originates, often weaving illusion with manipulation of the NPC, each person competing for the credit of that person's work having a team of their own that attempts to provoke reactions from the NPC that line up with the person trying to take the credit. Its just another way that cults often dehumanize people, and attempt to get the public to go along with dehumanizing their victim. I think this time, they're attributing the source of my mind as being someone who has something to do with outer space, rather than someone who makes cosplay costumes. 


The cult in question still try to attribute everything that I write to different people, rather than one person, and the people protecting them attempt to paint me as being mentally ill. Its like some form of punishment for a crime they think that I committed, and that is punished by labeling their victim as schizophrenic if they don't confess it. Probably some kind of Science based Gnostic element in society, and this is the way they've chosen to mask their form of justice, including using substitutes, ie lambs for the slaughter. A person who stands in and takes the blame of someone else for a crime, and often without even knowing that they've been used in such a way. Salvationists maybe?


There is a religious element to this, because much of the reason they attack me as to do with their (not mine) concept of sin. I as an adult prefer rather than hiring out for sexuality (though I prefer relationships, but this cult has proven to stalk every one of my past girlfriends, including Yi Chen, Lillian Fries and Jasmine Lee). So, rather than miss out on an aspect of life I believe to be healthy and very important, I often go it alone... ahem. You know. Going it alone. Enough said. Some people of particularly religious belief see this as being wrong, and go to great lengths to punish it, and that creates the idea of a guilty conscience to some, who further exploit that to their own ends. To religions that prefer to audit people, this creates the needed reactions they seek to further justify auditing. So the Christian side see it as sin, and hence often punish the person, which leads to a guilty conscience, that in turn causes reactions when religious cults that audit people provoke a reaction. The cycle created by those two seeds an endless loop of abuse, and all for something perfectly natural. Also, the same cults do believe that people become possessed by the consciousness of other people, so the torture is often intended for the people assumed to be occupying the person, and not the person themselves. Yet, its that person who has to suffer through it all. Most of these people who do this are corrupt and knee deep in crime themselves and have no conscience whatsoever. So it has nothing to do with sin. It has to do with the fact that they're looking for scape goats for their own crimes. Someone who goes it alone, seems like the good candidate for those who hire prostitutes regularly to put their garbage. And there you have it. How sex traffickers hide their garbage.


 Better yet, with the possession theory, all of the great and meaningful emotions that the writer shared (me) about how they see the women they admire, and how grateful they are, is taken and given to the credit of the person deemed to be possessing the writer to give them that consciousness. I'd be willing to bet that this cult kills a lot of creators by this activity, and most of them end up in the dumps. Regardless, I am no longer associated with ANY religion and will have nothing to do with it. I will still keep the secular elements of Era of the Spellbound and include plot elements where religion clashes with it, but I won't have anything to do with it myself. I will still keep Butterfly Dragon going as well, regardless of what anyone thinks about the legitimacy of my martial arts training from years ago. I'm not selling a martial arts system. I'm selling a story. I kind of expected a big betrayal. As Helen Chen taught me, I generally go by the rule of three. And, in that sense, insofar as I've been treated for everything good I've done, its one two three for you. Bye bye. You need to go!


Someone put a dead bird on my balcony (which is covered and so birds can't get in). My cat hasn't been outside enough to have had time to kill a bird nearly as large as he, so I suspect that the bird was inserted onto my balcony from the balcony beneath mine, which is the apartment that holds all of the storage for maintenance and appliances. Someone with access to that apartment could have used the balcony beneath mine and a ladder, and slipped the bird under the protective barrier and onto the balcony. Perhaps as a psyop with regard to one of my stories, in which Mila finds a dead chipmunk that was killed and left by her door, but not as a ploy to her, but because predators that like a person, will often leave their dead prey by the door for them. So in my story, it was a sort of positive thing, though it hit Mila in a way that reminded her of the fleetingness of life. To appreciate it. Its in Era of the Spellbound Episode 11 if you want to read it as the context is much more clear there. I don't think someone would be practicing Santeria or anything of that ilk, though it could be some other form of ritualistic magic that employs dead animals. Regardless, I gave the bird a short service (not religious, but enough to say goodbye before I disposed of its body).


Also, I am absolutely not a member of Christianity and never will be. A sect or sects of Christianity are the most heavily involved in this activity and probably 90% of the force behind it.


I hope things are different soon, and if not, then this could be goodbye.


I've never fathered a child. I've never been a spousal abuser. I don't use, buy or sell narcotics and I've never used cocaine or crack cocaine in my life. I've never hired a prostitute in my life. I don't have a fetish, fixation or obsession with fellatio and never have. I have never had a brown fetish in my life and generally I am not attracted in that direction at all, especially since this added harassment and burden related to things of that nature. I am not mentally ill. I am not bipolar. I am not schizophrenic.


I'm not on the blue team or the brown team at all, so no red blue brown palette for me.


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