Everything else is an attempt to obscure it.
The pleroma is not the true pleroma.
I was never really a pirate (one who copies software illegally), and not a pirate courier, the one who uploads uncracked software to servers where hackers break the copy protection, nor was I the one who download cracked software to redistribute it to other servers.
I was a coder of graphics demos, whose work got noticed by the membership of an Elite crew part of a legendary hacker group, and I was recruited (in the 1980s) purely for intros/demos, though I advocated both on my own, and on behalf of said legendary group for student pricing and free student versions of application software, so that low income students (like me at that time) could afford and acquire software education. Most low income students could barely afford a computer, never mind the a package like Autocad which in the late 1980s early 1990s held a price of many thousands of dollars. This was before student and educational pricing existed.
Generally, the only copied software I've ever been in possession of is that which came with the used computers I've purchased, and often went with the same computer when I sold it to someone else. Occasionally, if I needed a software that I'd purchased and lost or damaged the original copy, I'd download the disks or much later, the iso file to replace my installation media while still retaining my software license. So technically speaking, I was never really a pirate, but more an advocate of affordable pricing for students.
I am still an honorary member of said group, though rarely if ever communicate with others online in relation to this affiliation. Too many organized community crime networks spying on citizens illegally who would take that information and somehow try to profit by it, or use it maliciously and most citizens likely know exactly what I'm talking about. In the very building of my residence, just such an illegal surveillance network exists operated by people affiliated with organized crime, who use it most likely to protect their scheduled crack cocaine shipments into the building, and their sex trafficking network, things of their activity they regularly try to burden me with, while stealing the credit for my writing and work. They also do the same thing in connection with some homeless shelters, where they give people at those shelters the credit for my writing and work, while burdening me with their weight and then often harassing me about it to make it very heavy.
Thankfully, I do not reside in a homeless shelter nor do I work for the homeless shelter system, as it would probably be very difficult with all of the predatory groups operating at that level currently, never mind the ones coordinating to stalk people both offline and online who like the one in my building, have ties to organized crime that they use to stalk and harass their victims.
Secondly, with regard to my love interest being Southeast Asian? There are people who knew me once upon a time who believed that my attraction to Southeast Asian women was because I was trying to take over the identity of a friend of mine (one whose name is John Penny). He was friends with a Japanese woman at one time, and so the membership of this stalking cult (who are most likely Tom Cruise obsessed fans) assumed that my attraction to Southeast Asian women was the result of my attempt to steal his identity, which it never was.
I've always felt a strong attraction towards Southeast Asian women for as long as I can remember, and developed good friendships with a few when I was very young, though obviously friendships that preserved our innocence and even protected it. As I got older in life, I noticed more and more of an effort to steer me away from such friendships and force me in other directions, and that was most likely related to the presence of a collection of high control religious groups in my proximity who manipulated many aspects of my life right up until my late thirties without my knowing, including cutting off my income when I joined the military (QOR, a Canadian Reserve Airborne Regiment) hence my never finishing training or getting my jump wings. Cutting off and limiting my income when I joined martial arts the first time (hence my never continuing with that particular martial art until much later in my life). Similar manipulations occurred throughout my life every time I made a choice that went against the grain of their religions. They attempted to steer my interest away from European and Southeast Asian women, by introducing me to members of their approved cultures for my relationships, with their likely trying to herd me into their religious circle to live by their rules about intermingling.
They still try force me over to the "brown" side or the "tan" side of the fence, which basically means that they attempt to enforce relationships that include only Africans or Caribbeans, despite my having being a Welsh descended person of light skin (their motivations are based upon skin colour and forcing me to be with someone on that basis rather than on the basis of the choice of my potential partner and I).
They also often attempt to create the impression of my being "brown" or "tan" within that regard in order to replace my identity to replace my culture, so that I become a fuel source for them and nobody else (yep, they're a brown racist group alright). A very racist ideology that manipulate and interfere in their target's lives. This is the same ideology that attempts to steal my content and credit it to other people that have nothing to do with its creation.
Many of the people who seemingly came into my life via serendipity, were plants by the members of these religions, who were pruning me for membership amongst their numbers. Obviously at some point I took steps to distance myself from them, which was met with varied results, including their having stalked my older Chinese girlfriend for nearly four months unbeknownst to me back in 2006 (we parted ways for her protection), and then the same thing in 2010 when they stalked my Korean girlfriend at that time.
Between those relationships, they attempted to create the impression that I used prostitutes and was involved in crack cocaine and other narcotics, as a means to discredit me and likely to prevent me from settling into a relationship with someone European or Southeast Asian as I stated and there seems to have been collusion from people I once trusted towards these ends, including attempts to associate me with cocaine or crack cocaine. In other words, trying to paint a very different picture of my being than is factual and most often in a way that it was destructive to my life and career (which it definitely was). I suspect a racist religion of some form (trying to force me in the "brown" direction), and possibly those who practice eugenics as well.
So, that's the truth and history of my situation while I'm working on growing and expanding Shhhh! Digital Media.
This predatory ideology are the source of most of my woes and the motivation for many of my rant posts. They're also the group that most often attempt to radicalize me towards anger or hostile reactions, as if they're addicted to it. I'm disgusted by women attracted to guys like that, especially those that believe that what they're doing is "craft" alchemy or something of that nature. Yay, what I've always wanted to be: a mean, knuckle dragging moron. Daddy, when I grow up can I be a mean, knuckle dragging moron?
I prefer being intelligent, and being able to summon a fierce and potentially devastating willpower when I need it that is a force to be reckoned with, but never using it recklessly.
They likely attempted to swap my identity with that of my 350lbs neighbour, whose name is Marty. Apparently he's a Hell's Angel or has family that are Hell's Angels, and the abusive ideology in the building often swaps his identity and mine (though they do that between myself and many other people as well). So, I'm not Irish (Marty's Irish), and I'm not 350lbs, though I'd never make fun of anyone over their health issues or their weight. I'm about 175lbs and 6 feet tall, and fairly fit for my age.
Regardless, after years of being forced to carry the weight of "brown" via a cult that operates via colour symbolism of brown black (brown secrets), I'm dumping it all as its not mine and never was.
Apparently that's the nature of this cult. To force that kind of weight upon someone and then to make it very heavy for them. However, it isn't mine anymore and never really was. Lets just put it where everyone has access to it and see where that goes when everyone else knows their secrets.
I'm still Canadian and living in Canada. I've never lived anywhere else.
