That has implications.
That also means that Shhhh! Digital Media YouTube channel (and corresponding YouTube user) and the Shhhh! Digital Media Legacy YouTube channel (and corresponding YouTube user) are the same person.
Me.
A Canadian, who lives in Canada and who started Shhhh! Digital Media (or what become Shhhh! Digital Media) in April 2012.
A secular atheist agnostic that leans toward Buddhism and Taoism, and that has a fearless edge for the reasons that I've cited below.
I don't live in the United States, and any Shhhh! Digital Media there is there that lays claim to my content, is simply an impostor or content thief or plagiarist. An identity built close to the same time that my Shhhh! Digital Media started gaining popularity, as a sort of gnostic means to bifurcate the ownership of the creative and intellectual property. On a day where I lose the game, my work is credited to the impostor. On a day where I win, its credited to me, but most often, my identity is given to someone else who is a member of the same ideologically abusive cult, who've been doing this same thing to others for decades. I know, because I've been giving intel to a group that investigates those kinds of things.
They aren't two different people, but I appreciate the attempt to bifurcate my psyche, because it goes very well with the stalking, gas lighting and harassment and attempts to radicalize me, and as well, to replace my identity and aspects of my life with those of someone else, like radical cult religions often do to the people they target.
Insofar as being likeable goes, I've had a lifetime of people who agree that I am, before they were stalked by a similar abusive ideological cult themselves, and that means that they stalked a wonderful German woman with whom I was involved named Lillian. They also stalked Jennifer, an ex of mine that is the daughter of a Police Officer. They stalked Helen (Yi), a wonderful Chinese woman with whom I had perhaps the best relationship of my life. They stalked Jasmine, a Korean woman with whom I was romantically involved for about six months in 2010. They even stalked a Japanese waitress I dated in late 2002 (back when I was working for Ferretina). They tried to weaponize Lori, an Italian girlfriend of mine from back in the early 1990s, and that attempt was very stressful and harmful to her and her life, but what do you expect from scumbags.
I'm sure that all of those people, and many more found me likeable, and very quickly realized from the moment they were stalked that there was a large organized group that didn't want people to like me, and that didn't want me to be likeable. Some ideologies are simply abusive and get away with far too much, especially when they involve hundreds if not thousands of people attacking a solitary person and there are few with the courage or honour to stand up to them. Me? I don't fear them in the least, but that fact has cost me one of the most precious commodities, and that is a sense of serenity and humility. When seldom encounter difficult people in life, its very, very easy to be serene. When you're targeted, even the most peaceful and serene of people eventually break down.
The people that such a ideological cult idolize the most broke down in their moment and even physically assaulted women that they professed to love. Something no matter how harshly I've been treated, that I've never done. So, the abusive ideological group idolizes abusers.
So, in order to clear up a few misnomers with regard to my identity, I am not a guitar player and have never owned a guitar.
I am 6 feet tall and about 175 lbs. in weight.
I don't have brown eyes. I don't have blue eyes.
I've never been incarcerated in jail or prison.
I'm Canadian Welsh, with a bit of other ancestry like Spanish, French and Sioux thrown in for good measure.
I am not Guyanese or being remotely controlled by anyone else at all.
I've done remarkably well considering that other people who've gone through the same treatment are either dead, or killed someone else, or killed a lot of other somebodies, or severely beat up women they professed to love.
I'm still likeable as well, I just choose to share that part of myself with people who aren't part of abusive ideological cults. So if you hear me on a bad day, when I'm dealing with a LOT of strife from such a cult, expect that there's the likelihood that I'm going to express things that you might find offensive, because I'm not going to let an abusive cult trounce my being or my identity and especially not those of people I care about.
I mean what kind of scumbags and cowards stalk a peaceful tiny fifty year old Chinese woman (back in 2006)? Or a hard working German accountant (since 2001)? Or a loving and business mind motivated Korean woman (since 2010)? Or a Japanese woman whom at that time was working three jobs to grow her life and support herself (since 2004)? Or an inspired Italian artist and graduate of an esteemed art program (since 1995)?
I mean what kind of scumbags and cowards stalk a peaceful tiny fifty year old Chinese woman (back in 2006)? Or a hard working German accountant (since 2001)? Or a loving and business mind motivated Korean woman (since 2010)? Or a Japanese woman whom at that time was working three jobs to grow her life and support herself (since 2004)? Or an inspired Italian artist and graduate of an esteemed art program (since 1995)?
Keep in mind that the members of this abusive ideological didn't stalk a two women with whom I had a brief association, due to the fact that they are likely directly connected to the abusive ideology: Reba and Anna. They were likely part of planned setups to associate my person with them and create puppet strings through which to manipulate me.
They were probably stalked by the Goofy Spirit... ;-)
(That's not a joke. I meant every word)
Brian Joseph Johns
Did I mention that I'm a Scorpio (very specific time and date that isn't Dwayne Johnson's or Ryan Reynold's birthday with all due respect to the two of them) and that I'm very protective and stingy sometimes?
Just waiting for my hair to grow back before I update my profile pictures.
I hope that you've enjoyed what you've read so far on Shhhh! Digital Media. There's more to come.
Just waiting for my hair to grow back before I update my profile pictures.
I hope that you've enjoyed what you've read so far on Shhhh! Digital Media. There's more to come.
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