Back From Dollarama...

Nothing from Shhhh! Digital Media is produced by a guitar player at all, or by a Guyanese person with all due respect. I have a group near me that are identity and creative and intellectual property thieves, whose daily efforts are basically geared towards identity theft and fraud, and they're composed of a large stalking group in Regent Park, and their stalking effort is generally geared towards drawing responses from people that either make them appear as if they're using narcotics, or their mentally ill, as a means to discredit them and to facilitate further theft and fraud. Organized crime you could say. Corruption more likely and people associated with sex trafficking and crack cocaine. Collectives whose power is wielded by their numbers. For instance, they'll remember things in a false manner from how they actually occurred, and gang up on people they isolate. So if you're a creative or intellectual content creator, they're like a criminal gang that targets such people and steals their identity and content. Corruption for certain.

Just got back from Dollarama and managed to pickup some supplies to keep me going.

Today, I'll just be mostly working around the home office (cleaning) and probably watching a movie or two, or playing something online.

I wore my red black/red white dragon shirt today, and there was some friendly people at the store today and that was an improvement over yesterday, in which the entire day was pretty much about being harassed by neighbours and others on the street outside of my building of residence.

I don't socialize in the area and I don't really know anyone from the area either, except to know that there's a stalking cult of identity thieves, who essentially swap people's identities and to the benefit of the stalkers. 

I'm don't have a brown fetish and never have. My love interest isn't transgender or homosexual, but I support LGBTQ2 rights. I'm a guy who is generally attracted to Southeast Asian women (not Filipino) and European women, though that isn't an application at all.

I'm not a Jehovah's Witness or a member of Prince Hall and never have been. I'm not a Mormon either. I'm a Secular Atheist Agnostic that leans toward Buddhism and Taoism and very much with my Shhhh! Digital Media colours of red black, red white, red yellow and red grey. Nobody has black skin and nobody has white skin and no two people have the exact same skin colour. That doesn't affect how others identity themselves, but it stops others from identifying me under those rules of colour symbolism, which I'm against as they're part of an idea formed up of the basis to use gross generalization to take away the identity of others by grouping them under one category or the other, and often not accurately and to the benefit of which ever group is more exploitive on that particular day.

I've never used crack cocaine or cocaine in my life, but I do support harm reduction programs. I don't believe in the holy spirit at all. Its more like evil spirit, and its used to spy on people illegally and violate their privacy in a whole host of ways that if most people knew, they'd be shocked and disgusted. I'm a real Scorpio Sun Sign as well, and part of the identity theft aspect is targeted at stealing that aspect of a person's identity, which I'm against as I've expressed many times, though that isn't the only way that identity is stolen by such groups.

So I'm guessing that when I went out this morning to resupply, the local community cult created a setup to make me appear inconsistent with being myself, and given the fact that I tend not to start conflict, I generally start out trusting others until I've figured out how they scammed me out of Shhhh! Digital Media or my own identity if they did.

I don't do colour symbolism by positivity versus negativity, as I find that collectives can abuse that entire premise and use it to traumatize the people they're targeting to be negative and that's not a negative perspective given my experiences. Its very realistic, especially when you're a high value target to the people in your community and those people often have the backing of others with lots of money, who readily use it to be harmful to your life. Taking from you always, but never giving anything back in return except hate and abuse from the groups of people that stalk you. Its a wonder that I can produce episodes like Era of the Spellbound Episode 14, that have such a positive vibe, and despite what I'm up against in terms of limited resources and a very abusive collective that readily are identity thieves and creative and intellectual property thieves, when your work in that regard has value, and especially when you share it like I do, online. In my city alone, there are hundreds of people who assist about four of five notable people in the city to wear the credit for my work, while trying to paint me as the bad guy. So, I produce what I do, and most often get attacked and abused for weeks after and I'm not creating that.

In animal shelters, in cases where a de-housed pet comes into their care, lets say one that has undergone years of physical and mental abuse, those animals never truly recover and trust humans ever again.  They're quite often triggered easily and will have panic attacks whenever a human tries to be nice to them. I had a Greek friend whose family used to take in rescued animals, dogs and cats who were taken from abusive homes, and I always remembered that these poor animals, no matter how soft and kind you were to them, would panic the nicer you were. Its because they became so used to the abuse, that when someone got close enough for them to start bonding, they literally experience post traumatic stress. A panic attack because they fear that after the kindness and they've given their trust, that they're going to be subject to abuse again. Positivity versus negativity can be weaponized in such a way so as to be deadly to people who've been severely traumatized by such groups who use such tactics, and those who were part of the initial and ongoing abuse, most of them framing it as hate means love in order to get away with it from a legal standpoint. 

I used to know a Justice of the Peace (I actually know several of them and I've never stood in front of a court by the way), and whenever he used to deal with people like that, the ones who try to get away with hate crimes using hate means love or love means hate, he used to tell them that their innocent plea meant a guilty plea, and that would usually fix them for life, because they'd essentially be in terror that their entire case was out the window, and even the lawyers would rarely speak up, as this particular Justice was very bold. A secret handshake sort of fellow. I figure he probably over the course of his time on the bench, fixed about two or three such people of the hate means love variety, a day. Keep in mind that some of these people had been charged with rape, stepping over the line when their date said no, and they claimed that they thought no meant yes as part of their rape defense plea of innocent, because they assumed that the Justice of the Peace wouldn't step over that line, but he often did, especially in those cases.

Most people who play that card, have nothing to lose when they play it, and everything to win, while the people they're playing it against, it can often lead to a lifetime of trauma and recovery, because such hate crimes are so easily gotten away with nowadays by people who claim that their stalking and harassment is simply hate means love. You'll find that those people, who seem so courageous when they're in the position to exploit someone are quite bold, until they encounter a Justice of the Peace who isn't afraid to play their game, in a situation where they stand to lose everything, in the form of seven years of their freedom, and in a place where if it gets found out what they did, there might be someone in there that sees themselves as the line of justice, and settles up the score so to speak. From the stories this fellow used to tell me, he changed a lot of people, including people who thought they'd never get caught, as in they were in a position of employ where they thought it would never catch up with them.  They were humbled very quickly, and when faced with the fact that their plea might be interpreted as the exact opposite, by the Justice, and if the case was trial, by the jury, with whom he'd always have a very confident rapport, and who always trusted his instinct. He was quite a unique fellow and he's sorely missed by me.

So, remember that when you're dealing with a person that has been subjected to abuse, much like when you're dealing with a pet from an abusive household, that they have nothing personal against you. If they don't trust you, its simply because the people that came before you severely lacked the honour to be civil, loving and provide a feeling of comfort and safety to the vulnerable. Where you take it from there though, is your responsibility. Remember that when you rattle the tiger's cage, or when you throw rocks into the dragon's cave.

And don't worry, I won't let anyone manipulate me into biasing one Church more so than another, to make it seem like the plot element involving a specific Church in Episode 14 belongs to one specific denomination.

Brian Joseph Johns

I am Shhhh! Digital Media

I'm not a blue rose, nor do I ever do hate means love. I say what I mean and mean what I say.

I'm not on the blue team in the sense that a situation is setup to create a very burdensome curse upon your reputation that requires you to borrow or rent an alternate identity every day from the start of the day, that is given to you based upon whatever you can pay for it with, by members of the cult and the value of currency you have to pay. So for instance, if your currency is valuable (you donated a thousand dollars to a charity the day before) and the cult making you pay for a replacement identity will get the credit for that donation themselves in exchange for giving you the identity of a very famous male actor/sex symbol, as is the case with this cult. That way, if you happen to meet a lady, the clues about you and your life that they get come from the actor/sex symbol, and not from the curse that was given you, that makes it so that you have to rent an identity every day to replace your own identity. I tend to take cults like that down, and I'm very good at it, even against overwhelming odds. So that's another version of blue exposed.

I'm not from Nova Scotia and I've never been there in my life, but it would be an awesome place to visit.

I'm not mentally ill, or schizophrenic and I'd never stigmatize others over such issues, as I'd hope that dealing with such real life challenges would be at best, a trivial matter throughout the day. However, as I stated earlier, there is a cult and organized crime operating in the shelter system who are part of that version of blue I described above, who will attack a burdensome identity to replace yours if you make trouble for them, and I certainly do in the sense that every day they attempt to steal my writing, I take them down three notches. One, two, three. So for instance, they might try to convince others that I'm being remotely controlled or possessed by a mentally ill person from the shelter system for example, which in a sense in terms of how this cult operates, is kind of like giving someone cooties. It scares really shallow people away from you, and it can make you feel pretty hurt at times too, and that's the kind of thing this cult do to people to harm them. So when they do, I expose them. They basically try to convince others that your mind originates from people in the shelter system or people in the prison system, or people in any organization or structure they attribute such an idea to, and then harass you so that it yields reactions that other people might believe indicate that your mind does originate from such a thing. They're scumbags though, and they're losing their secrets very rapidly and I absolutely will never back down. They will cease and desist and its that simple.

They steal from people like me, and then use my efforts to fuel the lives of their cult members. Its sort of a currency, stealing from other people their creative and intellectual property and they're an abusive collective as well, mimicking aspects of real secret societies, and probably doing stuff that gives  real secret societies a bad name. A few decades ago, the same groups were stealing the identities of people they thought were secret society members. They've adapted their form of stalking towards other purposes now, but its always a scam at the root of their effort.

I have green eyes, and that's why members of the stalking cult try to define the colour green in that way.

I always give credit where its due, and even I know that no man is an island. But remember, no group is an ocean either. 

Never deal with people who'd sacrifice individuality in the name of collective, but never underestimate the power of cooperation.

The way they figure it, is that they can steal aspects of your life using colour symbolism, and tricking you into contradicting anything associated with your own identity. This is the modus operandi practiced by such cults, but the truth is, that labouring constantly to maintain consistency in your life with labels and symbols, valuing the symbols themselves over their true meaning, is really the worst prison of all. The people who do, trapped themselves in the same prison long ago, and instead of freeing themselves and others, they've commandeered that knowledge to imprison others as a form of power over them. In all truth, if you can realize that prison in the first place, and never give in to it, you're already truly free, despite the energy you'll have to expend always keeping it at arm's length. I always remember how it must feel for them to look out of their cell at someone truly free, but don't feel sorry for them. They allowed others to build their prison, and then tried to build one for everyone else as if to affirm their allowing it to happen.

My name isn't Jeff, and I'm neither a bass player, nor a Seventh Day Adventist with all due respect. 

I'd go with Denny Gerrard of the legendary band: The Paupers as being the inspiration for the bass player in the band Cadence, from my Tales of the Sanctum series of stories and more recently, in Grand Tapestry of Moments which he'll be showing up in soon. He's also the subject of a classic story from the 1980s written by someone close to my life. Despite the fact that some people don't have video or written accounts of their ventures, that doesn't mean they didn't happen. The world existed long before phones and cameras despite what some people seem to think.

I'm not Italian, but you could do worse than to borrow from the culture and people who brought to us: world trade, a unified Republic (all roads lead to Rome is a reference to ideas prominent in Plato's Republic, which describes a system of politics based upon one of the first concepts similar to modern Graph Theory), an organized military, clean running water, sanitation, roads, health care, education and cooperation between different belief systems operating within the same society, despite Rome having annexed some of its religious aspects from other mythos (ie the god Jupiter equals Zeus, Mercury equals Hermes etc). The Romans learned from their mistakes. A good quality for any person or civilization to have, though it would have been a dangerous affair for any Senator or Emperor to admit their mistakes. Rather, they didn't repeat them.

I'm not Irish with all due respect. I'm Canadian Welsh (just like Shaela, Wes and Barris). Candiad ydw i

Nobody is controlling me except me, and I don't play guitar and I've never owned a guitar, but  it certainly is a wonderful instrument in the hands of a skilled player. I have guides whom I trust, not stowaways whose butt I kick from the passenger seat any time they try to get in.

I'm not being remotely controlled by Tom Cruise, and to tell you the truth, he doesn't own the Japanese people. The Japanese people own Japan, and their culture. I'm an ally and a secret lover they'd probably try to sweep under the carpet.

Some people believe (falsely) that if you're a (creepy?) light skinned guy, and you're attracted to Southeast Asian women, that you're being controlled by Tom Cruise or Tom Hiddleson. Nope. I don't have competitive Napoleon complex related to issues of height impairment, but by the same token, I'd have to say that their amongst my favourite actors for certain kinds of roles. MI3 is amongst my favourite movies of all time, especially thanks to Michelle Monaghan and Maggie Q of course. Simon Pegg is pretty awesome too, and so was Philip Seymour Hoffman, a true powerhouse actor. Tom Hiddleson (whom I bear no resemblance to by the way unfortunately), has turned marvel performances into Shakespeare, given his performance of Loki in the Thor franchise beside Chris Hemsworth. I haven't seen the full Loki series yet, as I'm terrified of crocodilian gods (see Amit).

My hair right now is a bit shorter than from the profile photo below, but everything else is still the same, including  my height and weight and level of fitness.

My name isn't Clarence, and I've never had hepatitis in my life, but I'd never harass anyone over matters of their health issues.

I've never entered a story in the Toronto Star Short Story Contest, but as I said, someone close to my life did at one time, and was the runner up for first prize back in the 1980s.

I have no plans of joining any religion or ideology whose methods are pocked with abuse and harassment.

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