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Sunday, November 30, 2025

Lost In Chaos...

Sometimes, it is difficult to keep our compass. To become lost in the chaos as it were. Like the saying: not being able to see the rest of the forest through the trees. I can attest to that more often than not unfortunately, and I'm sure the price for that weakness has been paid many times over.

I'm struggling through this just as much as anyone else, but perhaps like a magnet, I always gravitate towards the north. That direction being a metaphor for a determinate direction of meaning and purpose and perhaps the (current) direction of Polaris (the North Star) which will be replaced by Gamma Cephei in a thousand years.

The social wind and verbal chaos, and self doubt can often keep us from our course. But if we hold fast to our direction, we often find pieces of the puzzle as the other half of my heart would likely put it. The medicine in the soup of it all. As the Butterfly Dragon would put it: the meaning in the meandering of it all.

I'm certainly far from perfect, and I don't know all of the answers, if any. I'm just finding my way through this maze of life like the rest of us. However, I never give up and I always, somehow, seem to find my way back onto course and often despite even my worst doubts.

I guess I take a path like the butterfly. Seemingly random by its motion, but always with determination and purpose and as such, I'd advise that if you enjoy this site, then stick with it. I might not be here forever. I'm getting up there and quickly, but I promise that this place will always continue to grow and expand as long as I'm alive, and I plan on being so for quite some time.

New episodes coming (I've secretly been working on them), however and for the reasons I've expressed earlier, I won't be publishing them before December 7, though I promise they are coming and if you've been here for some time, I think you'll like them. For instance, there will be another SAPCHoP of a form coming soon and one that will expand upon the whole concept...

See you soon :-)

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