Hi. Brian Joseph Johns here.
My mental health, as in both my psychology and in terms of Kybalion based mentalism, which seems to be an attack manual in the operation of collective based abuse, stalking and harassment, is fine, hence polarity reversing, and their timing attacks upon a person to yield a means to take something from them.
I took a pretty serious psychological beating in terms of harassment last night (Friday May 16/17), and endured many attempts to replace my identity with that of someone living at one of the local homeless shelters, one of which named Heyworth House is the headquarters for their Prince Hall based battle.
Most of their attempted theft of content and the credit for my writing is directed there and to a current resident or worker of that shelter, or another shelter's workers or residents as a form of criminal extortion.
Before we get started here, I'm European Canadian by the way, and not African or Caribbean at all. I am not a member of the Jehovah's Witnesses or a Mormon and never will be.
My Membership To Secret Societies
First of all, I am not a Freemason. I petitioned them at one point in time a long time ago, but since the breadth of my experiences especially regarding social abuse, I've withdrawn my petition for membership though that is certainly not their fault most likely.
Around the same time, I was evaluated for membership to the Hermetic Order Of The Golden Dawn (most likely under the Temple of Ra) in the west end of Toronto, at a time when I had little understanding of these groups or the animosity directed against them by some religious groups.
Likely, there was a lot of outside interference from people I had once trusted but certainly no longer will. About a year or two ago in 2024 and after really being put through the mill and that's an understatement, I withdrew all such association with Freemasonry and Rosicrucians, again, no fault of their own true membership, though I sometimes allude to both in Tales Of The Sanctum stories from the first generation since I retconned the storyline.
Given the destructive nature of what I see occurring in society today, I'm gearing everything I write to dealing with that aspect of society, and understanding what those and other secret societies were seeking at the heart of the motivation of their journey.
This includes the efforts of other groups as well, especially those from other parts of the world. However, the bottom line is that I am not a member of any such society or religion at this point and do not see myself ever joining, given the abusive treatment and experiences I've had at the hands of some in my community and their attempts to manipulate and radicalize me. A fact I'm exposing to its fullest.
Its a shame to see something that was clearly at one point about the pursuit of life's mysteries become nothing more than "bling" to elevate a person's social status, while accruing power of collective to crush and destroy people by using the teachings of the Kybalion and the concepts therein like polarity and the rhythm. Much the same, I am not a member of Prince Hall and never will be.
Those who seek such membership like myself are often caught up in sponsorship schemes, which require you to pay someone for the association of such groups, and that forms the basis for a form of criminal extortion very common in society today. I'd rather be a part of nothing, than pay someone who just stole it from someone else's gravestone, or who is clearly a fraud. A member of one abusive ideology masquerading as another for instance.
Early Scams Targeting Me
In 2005 and later in 2007, I faced such activities at the hands of sextortionists, Reba (a volunteer) and Annika for instance, and though neither have ever demanded money, they certainly have had their lackeys or flying monkeys labour to destroy my life and also attempted to force me to take the blame for someone else fathering one of their many aborted children, which became the foundation for their brown black colour symbolism or brown secret. Making me take the blame for someone else's actions on the basis of their skin colour as a means to pay for their cultural sponsorship. Because in those cases, the child is often aborted, there is no record to verify the real father. Not to mention, its used to take away your right to life (by making you responsible for the abortion of someone else's child), which is the foundation of your rights in most countries, being associated with your right to identity, the very first thing they deny you of when they start this fraudulent counterfeiting process of membership to an alleged secret society.
Its also a sort of forgery, because many in this cult believe they can counterfeit someone of Egyptian ethnicity by forming a bond between someone of European or Mediterranian descent and someone of African descent by making one carry the weight for the actions of the other and having a group of people make that weight as heavy as possible.
Also, it was about preventing me, who has an inclination towards Asian culture from ever achieving those ends, by trapping me on one side of the cultural fence and locking me away from the culture of the woman to whom I'm attracted.
The John Penny Situation
I then had friends who accused me of stealing someone else's identity, a Scottish fellow named John Penny (who never accused me of anything) who had a Japanese girlfriend at around the same time that much of this nonsense took place, though there were earlier attempts to trap me on one side of the cultural fence. So their means of denying me my own history of how I felt towards the women I was attracted to was based around this idea of trapping me on the side of African culture and preventing me from associating with Asian culture, by forcing me down a road I never really wanted to go and then friends who I no longer trust helped them to achieve those ends to benefit themselves.
Later, when it became apparent that my interests were in that direction, this same cult then accused me of stealing John Penny's history and trying to replace my own with it which is nonsense. They then attempted to replace my history with that of someone who has a fetish for brown skin.
This also involved a friend named Ian Philips as well, who around the time in question when I was in my late thirties, became involved with a Chinese co-worker of mine, who was good friends unbeknownst to me with my own girlfriend and love interest who is also Chinese. We were in a serious relationship for a year, though the same cult stalked her for half of that year, trying to force her away from me.
They used this duality to take everything from me in that way and transfer it to Ian as well, after having set up the situations involving Reba and then later, Annika as a means to disconnect me from Asian culture and essentially their attempt to erase me.
Miles Hutcherson's Betrayal Of My Person
Much earlier in life, when I was 17 years old, an Afro-Caribbean friend of mine named Miles, who I'd once defended against a group of seven Afro-Caribbean thugs in Flemington Park (one of whom is named Michael Jacks and who later worked for Heyworth House at the same time I was a resident between 2008 and 2012) because they didn't like to see one of their "brothers" hanging out with a goth like myself. They threatened to beat me up if I didn't reveal where he disappeared to. I didn't reveal it to them, despite their punching me and kicking me several times and threatening me directly in the witness of customers and patrons at a nearby fast food restaurant, who did nothing to stop it, though much later, with my revealing these details, they attempted to paint me as a racist or a member of hate group in order to cover it up and to take away the credibility of my claims. Most likely these issues are the motives driving much of their harassment and their attemps to discredit me.
Miles years later on Facebook spread rumours about either John Penny or I using crack cocaine, which I've never used in my life. So essentially, I was betrayed by the very person who I protected, and that was the first in a long list of such betrayals and is why until this day that I will not and never will defend members of those cultures. That is why they are not present in abundance on Shhhh! Digital and why I will never write or create a character representing them in the same light and manner I've chosen to represent others.
One Two Three...
Now, before you judge me, in 2012, before I came to that decision, I began writing a book entitled The Answer Is In The Keys, which was going to be about the history of Jazz music New Orleans where it overlaps World War II. The cast was mostly going to be Afro-Caribbean/Creole, but while writing this story, I was excessively harassed by member of the Afro-Caribbean community and that continued for an entire year, day in and day out. I eventually got so fed up with this that I scrapped the entire story, taking it down from the website and discarding it forever. From that moment, I decided that I would never represent anyone in that regard again and I cut them off, even giving them one more chance when I created a character named Jexelen in A Lady's Prerogative who is an administrator in the Sanctum Seclorum. Once again, the same harassment cult representing the same cultural group harassed the heck out of me, and that was the final straw. I eventually got rid of the character and will never bring them back for those reasons as much the same as I'll never create another character to represent that community ever again.
Their Revenge For Kevin Gross
Again, when I was 17, they tried to dump their pregnancies on me and make me carry the weight for their abortions as I explained, a punishment orchestrated against me for the case of Kevin Gross, who used to bully me and assaulted me several times when I was a kid until my parents stood up to him and confronted him.
He and his friends took revenge through their network of contacts and that was one of the ways they exacted revenge. By making me carry the weight for the pregnancy of a man who looked very much like him named Clinton who resided in Flemington Park, and that became the first attempt to coerce me into their fake secret society knockoff of the Hermetic Order Of The Golden Dawn, run by a community counterfeiters back in the late 1980s. Twenty two years later and the same interconnected group of counterfeiters in the guise of Reba and Annika tried the same thing.
Hence, I will not change my mind about any of this at all and I have never fathered a child in my life.
The members of this cult are a form of leeches, because they attempt to provoke reactions like this and charge a price to remove these things from you. Not to mention, they regard these aspects of your life that they setup as being your soul and when they take one of them from you, they pay for it by taking something good from you and essentially treating you more and more as if you don't exist. There's more to what this cult does and I'm working on getting it all exposed and just so you know, I work just about every single day, including today (Saturday).
With that said, I am not a member of any such secret society though once again, as far as I know it isn't their fault. This is an activity conducted by an abusive cult of history and identity thieves.
I'm an Atheist that leans toward Buddhism and Taoism. Just to clarify, I've never been incarcerated in jail or prison in my life. I have no brown skin fetish and never have.
One of the most active aspects of this cult is connected to the homeless shelter system, which forms up a racket that often results in people not willing to use the shelters but instead sleep on the streets, because of the racket living inside the shelters, which combines both some clients who are members in this cult and some of the workers (but thankfully not nearly all).
I have experience in this end, having been homeless between 2004 and 2012, over which time I gained immenses knowledge of how that system operates, not to mention, their power and reach follows you from the point you leave, and hence you're never really clear of it, as their goons often make you pay an extortion price. As a writer, I'm constantly attacked and harassed for things of this nature. Their abuse is about trying to make someone attack them, so they appear the victim, which distracts attention away from them and their racket. One thing I've noticed though and this once again relates to how they use the teachings of the Kybalion for attack, when they harass someone and get a harsh accusatory reaction, the cult members suddenly become kind and peaceful after radicalizing their victim, to make themselves appear the angels and their victim the devil.
To get away with this, identity swapping or identity theft is their main weapon and this isn't your run of the mill identity theft. They socially steal your identity and replace it with someone else's so that someone else is treated as if they're you, and you're treated as if you're someone else.
Most of this in my case is centered around my having stayed at Heyworth House between Sept. 2008 and April 2012. So, I thought I'd give you a history of the building Heyworth House occupies, and a bit of info about who its named after, and the aspects related to social battles and secret societies and the racial battle as well.
History Of A Social Battle
Heyworth House
Just to give you a little background, Heyworth House, a co-ed homeless shelter in Toronto used to be of a movie theatre, before becoming a legendary night club in Toronto called the Spectrum, which throughout the late sixties and early seventies became an icon in the Toronto music scene including performances by some of music's biggest legends of the time.
It thrived up until the late 1990s, when it it was sold to another owner (or simply rebranded by the same owner who switched the pockets from which he was financing it) at which time it was renamed Zoo Bar, which catered to a more grunge, electronic and house music oriented audience of a younger generation.
It struggled through economic hardship and an economy that was in the process of transforming, when sometime before the turn of the millennium, it was sold to a charitable organization and turned into a co-ed homeless shelter, which is now connected to one of the most fierce social battles over the symbolism and leadership of the colour purple versus other colours and symbols. This social battle takes on a battle between generations and cultures, and in itself, despite the symbolism its supposed to represent, it can be quite racially charged and very polarizing.
The legacy of the building is also a big part of this social battle over the leadership of purple (versus blue versus red) which is related to the generation of ownership of each version of first the building when it was a movie theatre, then a night club called Spectrum, and finally a bar called Zoo Bar, all before becoming Heyworth House. It should be noted that Heyworth House is named after Elspeth Heyworth, a Doctor who spent her life helping the distraught women of India, both in the country and in Britain and North America until her death.
Colour Symbolism
The different palettes of colour symbolism battles between generations are the most prominent aspects of this very destructive and polarizing social battle, which is also emulated by all of the other shelters in the city to a lesser but no less destructive degree and which has certainly contributed to a large part of the shelter population living on the street to avoid the inherent harassment and social abuse prevalent in this activity.
Lynch Mob Mentality
This social battle even extends into low income housing, within which there are situated armies of people who conduct organized harassment and stalking in the name of these symbols, associated religions and ideologies, and quite often race and racism, attempting to time such harassment in such a way that the groups that conduct it can use timing to their best advantage. A mob of people (of one cultural group) in a building harassing a solitary victim and attempting to radicalize them towards the appearances of racism.
For instance, the timing of harassing someone to provoke a harsh reaction from them, which stands to vilify them while redeeming the group who conducted it, despite the fact that the group is almost always the instigator and doing so to profit from the reaction they provoke.
They create their own monstsers, and then elevate themselves by taking them down, after which the whole process repeats itself. In some cases, they elevate some of the people to the status of icon or leadership of their circle (such as a person named Bobby to whom the members of this cult often give the credit for my work), though most such leadership is illusory as the cult members are basically just puppeteering such people, with it often ending with the appearances of a tyrannical maniac, that was entirely constructed by their group, and then radicalized and dumped when their character and reputation was sufficiently destroyed.
There are other ring leaders of assumed "esoteric knowledge" (for instance, one who introduced me to theh Kybalion) who secretly direct these groups to attack certain individual and protect others, often to the ends of some form of political gain and power over others. These attacks can often lead to the victims having the truth of their history rewritten with other people's crimes or activities and even downright switching the identities and histories of two people.
Those who fall into these situations can and have been erased, including aspects of their official record. For instance, I've often been labeled as having issues that do not and never have applied to my person such as those related to crack cocaine, and other such narcotics as a means to discredit me. The same group also often swap the name of crack cocaine and cannabis, so if you've ever smoked cannabis, then you're assumed by the group to be a crack cocaine user and vice versa.
Members of an abusive religious group can and will infiltrate your life and force you to live by the rules of their religion, such as is the case with my life and people in my community often forcing my association with Jehovah's Witnesses, Mormons and other such groups despite the fact that I am not and never have been a member of those groups. Even front line responders can and have taken part in this activity despite the fact that I have a clean criminal record and history. As I've stated many times, I am an Atheist that leans toward Buddhism and Taoism.
The Palettes Of Social War
Their social battle is based around fighting over which of the two most common palettes rule society, and what the member colours of those palettes symbolize. These colour symbols are also beset by the symbolism of shades, which entail black, white and grey to a lesser degree.
A person becomes safe for the day, or elevated, by acquiring and protecting through word or deed, all of the symbolized colours against whatever onslaught might try to sabotage such efforts, on the part of the individual and the group by opposing groups or individuals.
There are many groups that take part in this activity, and individuals who lack a group are often singled out and profiled to measure if they qualify as being "self serving types", a means of degrading the status of a member of society by profiling their priorities of the wellness of selfishness versus selflessness. Self serving types were at one time hunted during the turn of the millennium, and were referred to secretly by their acronym SST. They often become associated with socio- or psychopathic behaviour.
Investigation into such activities which were initially uncovered on internet forums from the late 1990s until 2003, at which point the groups involved were mostly snuffed out by authorities.
Spectrum And Zoo - The Palettes Themselves
As it stands in this city (Toronto), and as its echoed throughout some parts of the world who have become addicted to this as a sort of secret game, on one side, you have Spectrum, a decidedly old school approach to colour symbolism employing the seven primary colours: red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet, each of those colours representing one of a variety of specific symbols determined by ones ability to protect its meaning. Spectum is most closely associated with groups that employ the spectrum as part of their symbols, such as the Illuminati, all seven colours combined symbolize white light which means illumination aka knowledge. In order to achieve the symbolism of white, one must acquire all seven colour symbols and protect their meaning. If they don't achieve all seven, they remain in darkness (black), which has its own risks.
On the other side, you have the new school of colour symbolism (associated with Zoo Bar of the same building that was once Spectrum) of which there are three primary colours: red, blue and brown. Again, one must achieve all three colours and maintain their symbols in order to protect and elevate themselves to a higher social status. The shades black and white and grey also play a similar role in this as they do in the Specrum scheme of colours.
The Overlap Of Gnosticism And Secret Societies
White and Black also represent the two lodges of Gnosticism, White Lodge and Black lodge, each of which forms the dualistic cruxt of a balance between the symbols of darkness and light, which form the foundational basis under which most secret societies operate. Their meaning is permeable in much the same way as other colours of the colour symbolism battle, though generally speaking, they tend to represent the more pure versus the more insidious aspects of whatever they're associated with. For instance: white magic (which is more geared towards healing and helping) versus black magic (which is more curses and harming) in the historical canon. It can also mean aspects of morality: the light side of morality (maintaining a sense of individual purity) versus the dark side (conducting oneself in ways that violate purity, especially that of others). It is also heavily related to our sexual nature and the believe that sexual energy is a sacred form of life giving energy, which by the time it made its way to many western religions, become a motive in defining our sexual nature as being sinful.
I'm stating this from the perspective of myself being an Atheist by the way, who has investigated these ideas objectively and subjectively for a long time.
At some point over the three to four hundred years of colour symbolism's most prominent spread throughout Europe and into the new world (thanks mostly to the arts), it started to secretly take on aspects that would divide populations according to culturally specific aspects based upon appearance such as skin colour and to keep people divided along manageable concepts like culture and religion. Something that is likely very much connected to the allegory depicted in the biblical Tower Of Babel, in which a united humanity is purposely divided to prevent them from achieving the status and possibly hubris of godhood prematurely. It is very similar to another story which forms its antithesis, the story of Prometheus.
The Rise Of Racially Based Colour Symbols
This quickly rose to become a battle of elitism, from which the shades black and white meaning skin colour arose, which quickly took over versus their previous more prominent meanings, of knowledge versus ignorance, purity versus sin, hence the dark ages (which trapped most of Western civilization in the confines of a clergy determined set of rules and power) and then the renaissance (which eroded those ideas through art) and then the enlightenment (which liberated humanity from ideas associated with oppression based upon norms defined by the clergy, many of which were related to nudity and sexuality especially that of women, and regarding the human body as a vessel of sin).
The rise of skin colour symbolism eventually eroded the gains of the enlightenment, thanks mostly to slavery which fueled them. The polarity that arose as a result of slavery and its aftermath very quickly became another form of power and one exercised by generations who never experienced it but whose ancestors did, against generations who never conducted it but whose ancestors did.
Also, there are several facts that are overlooked in the history of colonial slavery, the foremost being that the collection of slaves from Africa wasn't conducted by the colonial powers at the time. They created the market economy that fueled it, but the actual capture of slaves was conducted by the African tribes of a more war-like nature, who motivated by the potential for riches and technology afforded them by the arrival of colonial powers, captured the members of competing tribes, often the more peaceful of those tribes, who were then sold to the colonial powers by the very tribes that had rounded them up. They were captured and sold by other Africans.
The historical record confirms this and the horrors of genecide conducted by Africans against other Africans, the Tutsis and Hutus recent genocide in 1994 is one example of this history of warring tribes in Africa, and long before the arrival of any European powers to the region. It should also be noted that slavery was common amongst these tribes, against other competing tribes.
As It Stands Today
Today, this sort of colour symbolism battle has really in some cases gotten out of hand, not to mention has resulted in now what amounts to being an abundance of hate crimes conducted by all sides, including but not limited to identity theft and identity replacement with the motives to replace a person's culture, gender, skin colour, religion and other protected aspects of our right to life, which as I stated, is a hate crime.
So the more recent rants you've seen of mine where I clearly indicate that I don't have a fetish for brown skin and never have, or for obesity and never have, and clarifying the fact that I'm heterosexual isn't about me being a racist, homophobic or a hater. Its about having a group of people apply aspects of someone else's life to replace mine, and then preventing me from pursuing those that are truthfully aspects of my life and I know that this is the case with many other people who've fallen victim to the same thing.
In my closing notes of this post, if you are a victim of this sort of thing, be wary of YouTube's suggested video feed, because I've observed and confirmed that some admins on YouTube will target influencers and alter the algorithm that selects their suggested videos as part of this cult's abusive game and to their own benefit and ends. If you aren't able to see through that, you stand the danger of being manipulated and possibly even radicalized, as it seems to involve a decided factor of malice, but on the other hand, its also obvious to see that there are some YouTube admins trying their best to stop and undo this harm, which isn't visited upon YouTube uses by AI, but instead because the YouTube admins use AI tools to alter the algorithms and influencers, especially those with a cosiderable following, are high priority targets, especially to discredit by provoking rants and other behaviour from them that will destroy their viewship and undermine their message and even cause infighting between content producers, and not just on YouTube, but across different mediums. I've also been able to confirm communications between admins and people local to this community in Regent Park, Toronto as well.
The bottom line is to be cautious and to be aware.
Your content and your identity is being worn by someone else, and in some communities, some of us are being literally erased by the community, and our content is being given to the credit of other people through a vast system of social corruption. I'm not kidding. There's no telling how many other people have been affected or even disappeared as a result.
Where I live, when I'm writing, there's any number of other people in my building who are obsessed with porn during the day, and the very people I'm exposing often switch my identity with those who spend their time that way. As I've stated, the porn seems to involve people fixated on sexual acts like fellation (someone who is obviously obsessed with that) and once again, involves culturally people with brown skin. So basically its people attempting to give you a much different impression about me than is factual, because they're taking someone else's internet activity and making me carry it, while taking my writing activity and giving it to the credit of someone else and there seems to be a large network of people keeping this lie in place in order to have you believe that its someone very different from the person actually doing the real writing. After my signature below, I'll leave my physical details but this cults activities are so involved that they actually use look-alikes as well and I'm not kidding. There's resources behind this and they're being used to discredit people and to bury us secretly and silently.
I'm telling you this to help you, because it might literally save your reputation, your content or even you.
I'm doing my best to expose the mechanics of what is going on through the allegory of story telling, which in the name of getting my message across is very thin in terms of its abstraction. Now you might read We Who Stand On Guard - Episode 12 and think I'm writing about and protecting people who are racially charged haters or some other association you'd choose to dilute my message when in all factuality if you believe that, you've just proven my first point and that is that common stigmas are being used to silence content producers, and not just from the aspect of their content, but from the other side.
Brian Joseph Johns
I'm European Canadian as you can see in the profile photo below. I'm about 6 feet tall. About 175 lbs in weight. I have green eyes (amongst other colours). I have dark hair (salt and pepper, top and sides). My address is listed below on this post.
Nothing written here at Shhhh! Digital Media is part of the blue or brown social symbolism. Everything is intended to tell the story exactly as it is expressed, not the opposite.
Nobody is controlling me except me.
Nothing written here at Shhhh! Digital Media is part of the blue or brown social symbolism. Everything is intended to tell the story exactly as it is expressed, not the opposite.
Nobody is controlling me except me.
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