Wednesday, June 12, 2019

On The Elevator Today...

I'm Brian Joseph Johns
On the elevator up from the ground floor after checking my mail today.

Some in the elevator says: Blue won.

I say nothing and point to a red patch on my shirt.

I'm not a slave to the symbolism of colours or a part of the religion of colour.

I'm not on the blue team and never will be because I don't do things that way.

In my building, that's the effort of people within using colour symbolism to transfer the responsibility for their activities to other people.

In this case, it was one person trying to transfer the activities of someone who alleged uses crack cocaine onto my person, which I've never used crack cocaine or cocaine in my life. That's the kind of thing that goes on in my building which is 200 Sherbourne Street in Toronto, Ontario, Canada where I live in apartment 701. I don't use, buy or sell narcotics. I don't even smoke cigarettes. I'm not a member of any criminal gang and never have been.

To Quietest Revolution who I admire, I have a friend nicknamed Buzz who is a (senior?) member of the Canadian Military and whom is Chinese and a friend since my childhood. If Buzz saw was a coded expression referring to this friend, then thank you though I don't know what he could have seen. I don't know anyone in my area of Regent Park named or nicknamed Buzz.

From what I understand there is someone around here who also has the nickname "Buzz" who is involved in crack cocaine and this local stalking cult knowing that I have a childhood friend named Buzz, often attempt to switch the two in order to associate me with crack cocaine, which as I've said I have nothing to do with. That's because most of this cult seems to be connected with the people who imported it and distributed it throughout Regent Park in the 1990s and they're looking for a place to stash their garbage. Usually, that means trying to find a person upon which to transfer that repute and make them carry it as if they are responsible for it. That's essentially how members of this cult try to transfer the responsibility for their life actions onto other people and rewrite the truth.

While writing this, I received a phone call from the number 416-889-9527, whom I do not personally know. I haven't given my phone number out to many people, though I did reply to an ad on craigslist for work and used my cellular number. That should be one of the only individuals with whom I don't have business that has my phone number. I've also shared it with the people with whom I do my banking as well and of course the Government. Seeing as I don't use, buy or sell narcotics and I don't know or deal with anyone else in the area, I'm actually at a loss as to who that could be? It rang for 19 seconds and failed to leave a message. I don't socialize in the area and don't know anyone from around here in Regent Park. There's a large group of community stalkers here and for people like myself its a very big problem that is ignored for the most part by the Police. I've reported it to the RCMP a number of times and will continue to do so until something is done about it. I'm even being harassed as I write this.

So the person who just tried that, you just got three strikes with me instantly. You're out.

Also, I don't do red versus blue or brown versus green.

I'm not a Jehovah's Witness and actually I don't believe in the Bible, New Testament or Quran. I'm not and never have been a member of Prince Hall. I'm not Roman Catholic despite yesterday's post. I'm not Irish or Italian either. I'm not someone that this cult refers to as "John Cane". I'm not Scottish and I'm not from Nova Scotia. I've never been to jail or prison.

In 2001 I was dating a Police Officer's daugher, named Jennifer and working for both Ferretina Film Productions and a local moving company supply warehouse (I had two jobs). I also had contacts and still do within the RCMP. I'm not a Police Officer and not a secret agent or spy and to tell you the truth I'd never pretend to be anything of that nature. It takes a long time to complete Police College and a lot of training and hard work.

Also, I'm not Gay though I support LGBTQ rights and marriage. Some of the members of this community try to label me as someone they refer to as "gave head", which is slang for fellatio. Although I support LGBTQ rights, I retain my identity as a heterosexual. Also I'm not a Gnostic and not a member of any religion or ideology that believes people become possessed by disembodied spirits that jump around from body to body that results in the members of this cult hunting down these disembodied spirits the next day, which results in what most people call group stalking. So no, my body is not a condominium for Thetans or any other disembodied spirit. Sorry L. Ron Hubbard and Xenu. I believe that Jehovah's Witnesses also believe the same thing or something very similar. They actually attribute the 7 deadly sins as originating from bodily possession by demons for which they proscribe an abusive regimen to remove said demons and spirits from the body of a person assumed to be possessed. Not quite the same thing as Catholic possession, but not far from. Not to mention, they'll conduct these demon extraction activities on unwilling subjects. A vast majority of group stalking originates from that and from other similar religions and beliefs that violate the human rights of their victims.

Naturally being treated in such a way results in a very anxiety prone and reactive victim which the perpetrators of this travesty then label as a hater, while the people who tried to remove these demonic or spirit possessions are the "love" side. To tell you the truth I don't do love/hate or blood and fire at all.

I'm not American. I'm Canadian albeit disgusted to be a Canadian right now and especially a Torontonian given the current state of affairs in the city and the abusive nature of stalkers within.

I am not a hater. I am not a lover. I am not a blood and I don't do blood and fire.

If you do the crime, you do the time. Take responsibility for your own words and your own actions. I'm not a pedophile and never have been. I'm not a rapist or abuser either.

I refuse to carry anyone else's burden that is forced onto me. If you do put it onto me without my knowledge, I'll figure it out and reveal what it is and put the correct name and identity to it.

I don't have any sexual transmitted diseases. Actually I haven't had any sexual activity with a partner for more than 9 years. My last girlfriend is a Korean lady with whom I was with in 2010. I've never owned or walked with a Cane. I don't believe in Cain and Abel. I've also never worked for the TTC but I like their service.

I don't and never have hired prostitutes for anything in regard to sexuality but I did give one $50 to buy her time for herself so that she didn't have to put herself at risk doing that sort of thing.

The only reason that I need to clarify those things is because group stalkers often try to transfer the responsibility for their activities to their targets, of which I am one. So they clean themselves off onto other people. I don't have a fetish for African, Jamaican or Caribbean Women nor do I have a fetish for heavy Women. There are beautiful Women though from all of those cultures and who feel they have weight problems and there's someone out there for all of them. Its just not me as my love interest is Mandarin Chinese. I'm not the kind of guy who looks for a "booty call" only relationship in Women. I'm a boyfriend kind of guy and always have been not to mention that I've never cheated in a relationship.

The Simplest Explanation For Group Stalking

Its unfortunate that group stalkers believe that other people become possessed by these free floating spirits that they seem to believe jump from body to body. Actually they make it into an abusive game.

You see, at night, group stalkers engage in a sort of ritualistic hate session between each other all over the world.

This has two purposes:

  1. The first is that it strengthens their connection to one another, which is biomagnetic in nature. They literally connect to one another via the human biofield, the naturally occurring magnetic field that we all have, that some people call their aura. This field exists and has been proven scientifically (citations). There are many health practices that use this for healing and it has been use for medical diagnosis in the Far East of Asia for perhaps as long as 3000 years.

    Group stalkers aren't in this for healing other people. They're in this to terrorize and destroy their victims and are a far cry from the health practitioners who use Chi, Reiki, Prana and Mana for the diagnosis and healing of other people. The people of the Far East of Asia take this very seriously in much the same way that Western Doctors take the Hippcratic oath very seriously. In fact, one of the tactics used by group stalkers is trying to trick their victims into breaking promises because group stalkers operate on an eye for an eye or do unto others as you would have them do unto you sort of approach to dealing with their victims. They believe that if you break a promise, that other people have a right to break a promise against you. That can mean many things, including the Hippocratic oath or the oath that some protectors swear.

    The vast majority of professionals would never violate such an oath, even given a patient or citizen who has broken a promise prior. The point is that group stalkers try to create openings in their victim's life and behavior that they feel give them the right to violate the victim's rights. They have to, because the following day of their activity requires the breaking of a victims rights in order for them to achieve their goals.

  2. The second purpose is that they believe that by doing so, they can transfer bits and pieces of their own soul or spirit to other people and control them. These effects aren't actually bits of spirit or soul but could possibly be the effects of biomagnetism from the group stalkers' bodies affecting the hormone production of the victim's body in such a way that it increases the likelihood of a reaction to abuse by the group stalkers. It is such reactions that group stalkers believe is proof that they are possessing or even controlling their victims.

So after doing this all night while in a sort of catatonic state, they wake up the next day and make it a game of trying to find their disembodied spirits in other people. Usually they start with their victims but this can grow into anyone who reacts to their abuse. That's because they believe that reaction is an indication of possession or control. In some beliefs this is even what is regarded as the mark of the beast. So some of these abusive people think they're doing the lord's work in hunting down people who have the mark of the beast or a reactive nature. Their specific belief is that this results from possession of their disembodied spirits and if the victimr reacts, they're still possessed and therefore they have to go through another night of trying to dump these disembodied spirits onto their victim and the next day hunting them down again.

It is this game that most people would regard as being group stalking because it entails harassment and trying to provoke a reaction from the victims that would make them appear to be under the influence of these supposedly disembodied spirits. Ironically, I don't believe in God or the Devil or the Bible or the New Testament or the Quran, but I'm still harassed and stalked by the members of this abusive cult.

They believe that their targets can become possessed by more than one of these disembodied spirits at a time, so quite often the harassment used to hunt down these disembodied spirits goes on for the whole day until they believe that their victim is "cleaned out". Then at night they do the exact same thing all over again and continue the abusive activity of hunting down these disembodied spirits again the next day. Its that simple.

I'm guessing enough people are brainwashed into believing the reality of this whole belief that they would forego the law and the human rights code and conduct it against their victims anyway, while other citizens watch and do nothing to stop it.

So my stalkers seem to believe that I'm a whole crowd of different people. When I contradict being one of those disembodied spirits, they try testing to see if I'm someone else and so on. So in essence its a method of identity denial and erasure because I'm never treated as being myself.

Now in order to perpetuate this whole falacy, the stalker cult make claims that the victim is manifesting their own destiny in this regard. In other words, they claim the victim is making it happen. That's because in a polarity reversal (which when the cult members reverse the meaning of statements and intent all based off of the symbolism of the colour blue), they treat everything as being the opposite. So instead of the flow of time working forwards, it works in reverse which means that cause and effect are reversed. So its effect first, then cause.

So their logic is that while in a polarity reversal (when they claim the victim is on the blue team) is that them abusing and harassing the victim happens after the victim protests it, not before. So from the cult members' point of view they claim the victim is making it happen because they're claiming that things operate from effect to cause rather than cause to effect. Another one of their biggest secrets out the window <wipes hands in satisfaction>.

I've mentioned before that stalking victims need to get polarity settled and keep it there when dealing with these scumbags. Gravity is one way to do this. That's because currently, gravity has no opposite pole that our theories can explain. Quantum Mechanics and Relativity don't coincide on their explanation of gravity, and String Theory or M-Theory don't operate the same way in terms of the dual nature utilized by Quantum Physics to explain the most fundamental particles in the universe and the building blocks of energy and matter. So currently insofar as we know, gravity is a good place to start if you want to anchor polarity to a concept that doesn't budge. Not to mention that in an anti-gravity scenario, matter is pushed away from other matter, meaning no structure the way that we comprehend structure could possibly form at any meaningful scale to our understanding. So gravity is a constant and anchor that seems to have no polar opposite in terms of our theories.

So grab onto gravity and hang on if you like sincerity. Time on the other hand is malleable so far as we're finding in experimentation. That is, events in time are dependent upon a conscious observer and time will actually rewrite events backwards from the point of view of a conscious observer in such a way that the past is as malleable of the future and its this phenomenon that arises in the possibility of the multiverse, to explain the discrepancies between what we experience, the fact that what we experienced can actually be different from a current measurement if all information tied to an event has settled into maximum entropy or there's no other conscious observers whose history depends upon their version of events exists. This change of events is said to be proof that there are an infinite number of universes, each of which are representive of every possible position and momentum of every given fundamental particle in the universe. That is dependent upon our measurement of any reference that is not now.

The constant that we do know about time is that we seem to experience this flow in one direction. From the present into the future. We can't experience it the other way, but our theories and experiments don't regard the future and the past as having a difference from one another. Our memories though have one direction though some would argue that precognition is actually a form of a conscious observer remembering the future in the same way that we normally remember the past.

Regardless, the best anchor point is to use gravity because its easier to use it to dispute polarity reversals because so far there's no mathematical theory that supports it in Quantum Physics and as I stated, String Theory doesn't operate on a system of duality (where every elementary particle has a particle with an opposite charge regarded as anti-matter and its explanation of duality in reality involves micro-dimensions that are far smaller than the Planck distance not to mention that there's eleven of them versus our three of space and one of time).

My stalkers would even think that my having written the preceding paragraphs would indicate that I am possessed by a Quantum Physicist or something of that nature. Actually, when I was 12, I became very interested in cosmology and physics and I was a voracious reader on the subject. I first read about String Theory in the early 1980s in OMNI magazine. From there I became fascinated by it and continued learning as much as I could about the topic, cosmic inflation and a whole host of other topics including quantum physics. So much of what I read is ingrained in me and has been for a very long time. I mean most group stalkers seem to treat people as if they never existed. That their existence is the result of these disembodied spirits or the blood of someone else who is imbued with a supposedly superior genetics and ancestry than other people. Blood in that case is actually how group stalkers refer to the biomagnetic field that connects them to one another. So they regard some cultures within their group as being superior and that their blood makes it possible for people of lesser genetic quality to be able to think about topics they normally couldn't, which I believe to be complete nonsense.

My explanation for whether people are able to concentrate or not depends upon their hormonal balance and health, and their environment. If your hormones are in balance and you have a healthy body, chances are you'll find it much easier to concentrate. If there are distractions which cause you distress to concentration then chances are your hormones are a little out of balance and your body might be lacking serotonin or dopamine. The reason that group stalkers believe that it is their blood that makes everything possible is because biomagnetism allows them to affect the hormone production in the bodies of their victims and to destabilize it with a bit of effort. The same phenomenon actually explains why they believe in disembodied spirits jumping from body to body. That's because its not spirits at all and its not blood.

Its biomagnetism and group stalkers that practice using it can affect the hormonal production of the body of their victims. That imbalance can result in anxienty, stress, anger, depression, melancholy, and even calm. So this ability of group stalkers is actually behind their entire belief system which can be explained scientifically and is ever closer to being uncovered in the lab.

For instance, recently we've developed very sensitive sensors called SQUIDS that can detect the most faint of magnetic fields. Even the magnetic fields produced by neurons in our nervous system. Because neurons operate on a electro-chemical process to propagate information through the nervous system, they produce a magnetic field, albeit a very tiny one and only for the instant that the neuron is firing. Now multiply this times the number of neurons in your nervous system and you've got a lot of information propagating cells in the human body, each of which is operating via a charge. When a neuron fires, it is referred to as a voltage drop. These neurons make up the biological information and communication system of our body. If all of that information is flying around in the nervous system via electricity, that means that it is producing a magnetic field. If the information being transmitted through neurons is encoded electrically via these voltage drops, that means that the magnetic field produces by neurons also contains the same information encoded into its field in some way.

When a magnetic field cross through another conductor, it produces an electrical charge. The human body is a wonderful conductor of electricity because its made up of mostly water. So that means that when a magnetic field passes through our body, it produces a current. This is actually happening all of the time because all of our electrical devices produce magnetic fields. Some people are even sensitive to the magnetic fields of appliances and devices and utilize special clothing or refrain from using certain devices to avoid the effects of magnetic sensitivity.

The information content in a computer or cellular phone is encoded in a much different way than our biological systems encode information through our biological network and our nervous system, therefore the magnetic fields of computers and cellular phones don't cause problems with the information and communications systems in our body by way of rogue information somehow infiltrating our bodies from a computer or cellular phone. However.

Because the magnetic field emanating from another human body is encoded biologically similar to that of other human beings, the encoding has a far greater chance of being similar or even compatible (on the same channel in terms of the information theory definition of channel). So when a magnetic field that originated from another human body passes through your body, there's a chance that your nervous system might decipher the resulting electrical charge as information in your own body. In most cases our bodies probably discard that information as there's probably some form of biological error checking and validation built into our internal communication system that is similar to a finger print, and is unique to our body. Given enough time and familiarity though, our body might become acclimatized to the information flying around in the magnetic fields emanating from other bodies if those magnetic fields are amplified in some way.

Enter the practice of group stalkers and their nightly ritualistic hate building, which is a catatonic state they seem to enter whereby they talk in their sleep and seem to be very engrossed in some sort of hateful experience. During such times, they are reinforcing their connection to one another via biomagnetism by the means I just described. That's my theory.

In this sense, its like WIFI of the body. A side effect of the fact that our own communication system, our nervous system uses electricity as the information carrying medium. If the nervous system of another body can interpret the emitted magnetic field of another body, that would mean that a network has been created between those two bodies whereby information can flow in one direction between them or both directions between them. I assert that group stalkers who engage in this ritualistic hate and catatonic state (for lack of a better way to describe it) are doing just that. They're creating a biomagnetic collective and internet between themselves that allows them to communicate and affect each others' bodies and the bodies of their victims.

The effect they most often choose to have on their victims is affecting the hormonal balance of the victim's body because they believe the results of that are indicators of possession (by disembodied spirits) or even remotely controlling the body of their victim. Because most of them aren't of a scientific background their understanding of this phenomenon is based mostly upon superstition and religious belief. So according to their belief, the effects of their biomagnetism upon the bodies of their victims is actually possession by the victim by disembodied spirits from their own bodies and what they regard to as being their "blood". Blood is what they believe to be the effector of the level of emotional balance of their victim and they believe that this is an indicator of the quality of blood in that regard and linked to the genetic superiority of certain cultures. So if they can calm down someone who is in a state of anxiety, they believe that to be proof of their blood being superior to that of their victim.

Conversely, they also attempt to cause a victim to progress towards anxiety based upon what they feel the influence of other cultures upon them is. You see, they believe that they are in competition with other cultures for the influence of their blood over the victim. So if they suspect that the victim is friends with someone of these cultures that they are competing with, whenever the victim interacts with their friend culture the group stalkers will try to provoke a reaction and behavior that is rash and unbecoming of the victim so that they can blame that reaction on the blood of that other culture.

They use that reaction as a justification that the victim should not interact with members of that culture and further use it to condition the victim to stay away from that culture.

For myself, this manifests as the group stalkers trying to keep me away from Chinese, Korean or Japanese culture (as I'm Caucasian) and instead trying to force me towards African, Jamaican and other Caribbean cultures. So most of their racist attitude is directed towards the interaction between certain cultures and cultures of the Far East Of Asia and this is very unfortunate.

It is this symbolism that also makes up their definition for the symbolism of colours, when colours are used to denote blood rather than love and hate.

So the group stalkers use colours to symbolize the blood of different cultures, and measure how it affects the victim in a competitive game that is similar to their game of trying to find the disembodied spirits after a night of ritualistic hate.

When the victim biases the culture they're trying to keep the victim away from, the group stalkers often use a polarity reversal to change this bias to mean the opposite. That's another way that colour symbolism can be used and abused by this cult.

So if I defend the cultural group of my love interest, the group stalkers naturally try to force me onto the blue team, which they can use to enforce a polarity reversal or simply justify keeping me away from the culture of my love interest on the basis that she's red blooded and I'm blue blooded, even though that is not likely the case. I am more likely red blooded but I am not certain in that regard because I have no learned enough about how this cult regards those aspects and how they use colours to trap their victims to within their culture group, like herding cattle.

So the activity is actually very racist in nature and violation of the Canadian Charter Of Rights And Freedoms and the Human Rights Act, especially by its misuse of the symbolism of colour.

Unfortunately biomagnetism and the human biomagnetic field are very difficult to measure and we've made slow progress in understanding the information encoding within the human nervous system, so determining the nature of this is still very difficult and this topic does step into some very touchy moral issues like racism and especially our free will.

The group stalkers use bias as their measure of influence of the victim and their goal is to trick everyone else into believing that they have the most influence over the victim. I'm not certain if this is the case only with myself or if other victims elsewhere experience the same thing. I might be one of the highest value targets by this cult and therefore I might be the only one experiencing this at this level. A sort of North America wide or possibly even world wide game.

One of the aspects I suspect about this is that this is an effort to keep people in the same information sharing network and collective of the culture doing the stalking rather than letting the victims end up in the information sharing network of the cultures of the Far East of Asia.

In other words, there's likely a similar biomagnetic collective between different groups of people and cultures and there's likely a lot of intercultural overlap that some cultures want to prevent, like the group stalkers local to myself preventing me from becoming involved romantically with someone Chinese and someone Korean, which they've done to me twice in the past by stalking my girlfriends in both cases.

So the group stalkers are certainly a racist group that is completely against certain mixing of cultures and likely founded in a common religious belief that is very blood centric whereby they don't want the intermingling of certain people or cultures.

Ironically they seem to believe that I'm Dwayne Johnson. Or Tiger Woods. Or anyone who has African, Jamaican or Caribbean ethnicity, but never myself. So in a sense its like identity and culture denial and they are certainly a racist group that operate around the idea of love/hate and blood and fire and use that to trap people like cattle. No disrespect meant towards Dwayne Johnson or Tiger Woods but I'm certain that most people would rather be themselves. I certainly would rather be myself, Brian Joseph Johns rather than anyone else. I'm not superior or inferior. I'm just myself.

I'll certainly put a stop to them with information. I believe that as more people become aware, the less power they'll have and the more people will distrust them on that level, which is a shame because the following generations aren't responsible for their attitude and shouldn't have to pay for their ignorance of other people's rights.

For the record, I've had nothing but fair treatment from the Asian communities and cultures of Toronto. When I was at my lowest, I was actually helped onto my feet the most by the cultures of the Far East of Asia in Toronto, and by a few good agencies. I am ever grateful for that and try my best to be and remain fair.


So I'm just clarifying myself.

I don't do polarity reversals. Sincerity before polarity.

I'm Brian Joseph Johns and tbhis is

Tuesday, June 11, 2019

Fallout 76

I'm Brian Joseph Johns and this is my website.
Like my Reddit posts?
Its a shame when Group Stalkers use resources meant for victims
of group stalking to conduct their attacks against their victims.
I'm certain that they'll try to turn it around on me.
I'll link directly to my posts there and copies of them on my group stalking blog.
More on that below.

I tried Fallout 76 last night. Played as a Chinese lady (as per usual). It was actually pretty fun until the group stalkers locally started harassing me. I was actually quite enjoying the game and the immense advances in graphics 

You see, group stalkers being the goofs that they are symbolize the colour blue as meaning a polarity reversal. What that means is that to them, hate means love and love means hate. So whenever they see their victim using something that has the colour blue on it, they start abusing the victim verbally and usually in groups.

In Regent Park, where I live that means they literally harass me in my apartment from the street and from the neighbouring apartments. Sometimes even some of the Police get in on it if they want me to appear to contradict being myself because I usually support the Police and authority and one way that group stalkers make it appear that as a victim you're under their influence is by abusing you until you contradict your prior nature. So if one day you stand up for the Police, the next day they'll try to make you stand against the Police. Even some of the Police will help them out by contributing to the harassment which if you've stood up for them makes you feel betrayed and results in your speaking out against that betrayal.

The reason that group stalkers do this is because if hate means love and they can provoke you into treating them aggressively or hatefully, they believe that to be love and that you're transferring your blood to them the more angry you are towards them.

Also, group stalkers are racists though they are racists of a variety of different ethnicities who attempt to win a competition in trying to get the most bias from their victim with regard to either love or hate. So if you're loving with someone specific and that person is of a different culture from one of the variety of racist groups that make up group stalkers, that group will likely try to harass you in order to provoke you into an angry reaction towards them that exceeds the love you displayed towards the person you love. That's because they always want the bias to be in their favour, whether it is love or hate. This is actually a belief of Prince Hall's ideology, because they tend to follow the teachings of the Kybalion. So they believe that love and hate are the same thing, and that the only thing different about them is the extremity to which they are expressed.

Once again, love is about free will, because its your choice of who you bias. Hate and anger isn't free will because its usually a reaction to abuse from group stalkers when it involves group stalking. So its an attempt by group stalkers to control you in the sense that you bias them more so than someone that you claim to love.

Prince Hall is symbolized in terms of colours by the colour purple, which is supposed to represent the mixing of blue and red symbolically. Red and blue are used by Prince hall to signify love and hate. So one of those colours symbolizes love and one of them symbolizes hate. In their daily game of trying to receive more bias from a victim whose bias they're trying to gain, they use abuse because it is likely that the victim they abuse will react harshly to the abuse conducted by group stalkers. If the victim reacts harshly then the group stalkers consider themselves to have been successful.

The actual Freemasons of Prince Hall don't do this sort of thing. Nor do other lodges of Freemasonry in my personal experience. It seems to be conducted by community groups who are trying to pretend to be Freemasons by mimicking their understanding of some of the mystical texts associated with Freemasonry (like the Kybalion). So they're not real entered and accepted Masons. They're basically gangsters, thugs and bullies who work together to destroy someone else's life.

I'm not a Freemason myself but I've known a few in my life and I know how they are towards people.

These fake Masons are mostly gangsters and people who conglomerate to target and bully one person. So they're really cowards and bullies of the worst kind. Worse, they purposefully try to put the burden for their activity and crimes onto their victims and use those victims as substitutes to carry their burden, often while stealing the credit for any good their victim have achieved. Much of this is achieved by substituting the identity, history and reputation of the victim with that of someone else.

They don't scare me but they certainly cause a lot of damage in my life. They've ruined several attempts at getting on my feet and numerous careers. Worse, they absolutely have no conscience for the harm they cause their victims. Its like they're completely selfish and insensitive. They even justify conducting themselves that way by claiming to be the "hate" side or the "blue" side. That sort of reasoning is the same reasoning that Hitler used to justify his plan: the end justifies the means.

In other words, if they abuse someone to the point that the abuse victim kills themself to escape the suffering caused by the group stalkers, these group stalkers will then claim they did it becuase they were the "hate" side and the victim was the "love" side, as if that justifies murder or pushing someone to killing themselves. That exact scenario has happened more than once and yet it gets buried.

In my community even right now, there are numerous cars and people as I write this who are conducting the stalking and harassment. They number upwards of forty or fifty people within two blocks of my apartment building. I could go outside and none of them would attempt to attack me physically but that's not the point. They make their victims' lives hell by constantly abusing them and others in the community who see this going on and know of it do little or nothing to stop it.

I've had somewhere in the neighbourhood of between ten and fifty people in the city report the fact that I am being stalked and actual evidence and corroboration of it to both the Police and the Federal Police over the course of 7 years, but nothing has materialized so far that would indicate that anything is going to be done to stop it.

Some of the racist activity that occurs is also related to what some of the group stalkers feel is the appropriation of cultural symbols by outsiders. In one such case a racist group of Africans who believe that the mythology and mysticism of Egypt is entirely theirs attacks members of the Hermetic Order Of The Golden Dawn, if they feel that it has too many members of non-African ethnicity. In fact, the said racist group feels that such an organization should only have African members.

These are people who observed a growing organization that was ably managed and run by responsible people and upon seeing it succeed and find a place amongst the popular culture, they attacked and it and tried to abscond with results of the efforts of those who'd built it up to what it had become by the year 2001. So this was clearly a racially motivated attack upon a group because of their ethnicity and the fact that its folklore was tied in with Egyptian culture, which is located in Africa. So this racist group victimized a group of innocent people who invested in the community, in the arts and sciences and enlisted the assistance of other racist groups to chase these organizations from some Toronto communities.

Some of these racists then attempted to take over the identities of the members of the Hermetic Order Of The Golden Dawn, and replace them so that they could benefit from the Sister and Brotherhood between groups located in other parts of North America and the world. This racist group had a plan of actually using this method to infiltrate and replace the real membership of the Hermetic Order Of The Golden Dawn with members purely of their own culture. There were similar plans drawn up by other groups to infiltrate Freemasonry in a similar fashion. Much of this activity seems to have been cordinated by Jehovah's Witnesses, who want to keep everything about the order and structure of society tied to blood and genetics rather than the rule of law and human rights. In fact, their organization operates outside of the law, with their own law and (illegal) tribunal while undermining the existing organized Government of society.

I believe that everyone has the right to belief, and even though I completely disagree with the Jehovah's Witnesses, I believe in their right to believe what they believe. When, their belief becomes action against the principles, laws, charters and statutes of society while violating the human rights of others, that's when it becomes a social and legal problem. If any other beliefs or religions operated in that way, they would be likely very quickly dealt with in a legal fashion. Look at the spate of legal problems of the Roman Catholic Church and some other religions as well in recent times. That's not to say that those religions themselves are bad or evil. After all, they're beliefs. Over time, any institution accumulates corruption from the original purpose and goals of that institution and that requires upkeep. When institutions (including Government) go for a very long time without upkeep of that kind, revolution usually ensues. History has demonstrated that fact again and again and when it is delayed until revolution occurs, it usually occurs with a lot of violence, death and suffering. As if human sacrifice pays for the growing inequity, after which the accounts are reset.

That certainly doesn't mean that people have to live like robots following every rule to the "T". Rules are guidelines for our own assessment with regard to any particular issue considered by a mass of people for the benefit of a mass of people and civiliation. Even the rule of law allows for the natural leniency of being, because we're not perfect and we're not programmable robots although I'd argue that on the grounds that most people don't even realize that they've been programmed with the symbolism of colours and likely haven't experienced real freedom of mind for a very long time. In fact we're in a war for the leadership of the symbolism of colours on a daily basis and that war is all about replacing the underlying ideology of our institutions with different ideologies, who then attempt to steer society under their own philosophies. This happens with Government. This happens with religion. This happens with the myths and legends of the prior generation (in recent history look at how our modern myths, comic book heroes have grown and changed in their underlying philosophies). So this war of colours is actually about brand and we're in the middle of a war of philosophy right now between a variety of religions, who want to take over the historical brands and run them under their applicable philosophies. The problem is when it comes to Government it should remain completely independent of ideology in that sense and no particular religion should ever have a stranglehold upon the direction and policy of Government.

When it comes to popular culture and the brands that make up our modern myths, they'll likely change from generation to generation and because many religions are becoming aware of the power of their coffers to buy their way into this control over brands, we're seeing our modern myths be bounced around between different underlying religious philosophies and themes. Superman for instance went from originating from decidely Hebrew related religion and philosophy to Christianity and most recently it is in a tug of war between Jehovah's Witnesses and Mormons. The same with Batman. They're creative and intellectual properties and that kind of thing is going to happen because they are vehicles for making money and icons that can be purchased by religions for branding for the upcoming generations. The most important thing is to be aware of this. That's private enterprise but I think that most people are becoming aware of the fact that our myths are now becoming brands for particular religions who want to get in on the promotion game. 

This sort of thing cannot be allowed to happen with Government, because human rights and the rule of law is not a brand. It ideally should be a universal absolute.

So what I described happening with the Hermetic Order Of The Golden Dawn being targeted by decidely African racist groups who wanted to forcefully replace the cultural branding with that of their own culture through the help and guidance of Jehovah's Witnesses is something that we have to ensure doesn't happen with Government, whether it be any religion or racist group including the KKK or any group for that matter. The fact that this is has happened with organization like the Hermetic Order Of The Golden Dawn and the Freemasons is just a wake up call for what's to come if we're not careful.

That would be the same thing as Italians trying to replace everyone in the Roman Catholic Church with pure Roman/Italians and kicking every other culture out of the Roman Catholic Church.

Imagine if people from India started clearing the Buddhist Temples of foreigners and replacing them only with members of the indigenous culture of India.

So what does a real Roman Catholic look like? How about a Buddhist? What about a Hindu? Its pretty scary that some people are trying to enforce specific xenotypes for some organizations. Let's hope that doesn't spread.

Keep in mind that I have no bias in this issue as I'm neither a Roman Catholic. I am not a Jehovah's Witness nor a member of Prince Hall nor a member of the Hermetic Order Of The Golden Dawn. The branch to which I refer was located in the south west end of Toronto, near Royal York and Lakeshore Blvd up until the year 2006 or 2007. As I stated, these people, the membership of the Hermetic Order Of The Golden Dawn located near Royal York and Lakeshore Blvd from the 1990s until 2006 or 2007, were liberators, not oppressors. Keep in mind that I follow philosophies originating from the Far East of Asia, so I have no real ulterior motives.

So when a particular group attempts to purge the membership according to a xenotype they believe should apply to an organization, that is a grave injustice. Its a shame when racism is allowed to run so rampant and when so often, charges of racism are directed towards one group of people but never any other cultures who exhibit or conduct racist activity and hate towards other citizens.

First of all, its a travesty that someone African didn't speak out against the African racists conducting this activity because when Caucasians racist groups express racial hatred, it is quite often someone Caucasian who speaks out against it (I have on many occasions), which saves other cultures the pressure of risking sounding like racists themselves by speaking out against Caucasian racists. It preserves the fact that someone is looking out for the interests of a diverse society and alleviates tension and mistrust, both of which can be used to manipulate groups of people to conflict and quite often is. Its the means by which you're controlled.

I am Brian Joseph Johns and this is

It is a travesty that it was left to someone of a different culture to that of the racists to have to actually speak out against this activity and to risk the accusations of racism against themselves in doing so!

This post really has no business here on this site, which is on its last legs anyway as I've given up completely on writing A Lady's Prerogative or The Butterfly Dragon. They were killed by these abusers and group stalkers and nobody did a thing to stop them.

In fact, I even tried posting and sharing my experiences and knowledge of group stalking on the Reddit Gangstalking group, and found it to be used as a vehicle by the same stalkers. There were a few good people there, but it was actually amazing how quickly the stalkers utilized it as a resource to conduct their stalking and abuse even further and how quickly the authorities abandoned me after my having stuck up for them.

I am very disgusted by my country of Canada and the behavior of many people in my home city of Toronto right now and I'm not speaking in opposite polarity. I say what I mean and mean what I say. Sincerity way before polarity.

Regardless, Shhhh! Digital Media is pretty much finished as the domain is coming up soon and I don't expect that I'll be renewing it or continuing any work on the creative content here anymore.

One thing I've learned and certainly something that I'd advise Women, is that if you're being abused, don't reward the abusers.

I'm 51 years old and very tired of being treated like this. I'm kind of hoping that I don't have that much longer here in this life though I'd never hurt myself or try to take my life.

I don't believe in Jesus Christ or the Bible, New Testament or the Quran with all due respect. I'm certainly not a Scientologist and I'm certainly not a Satanist either. I believe that people should believe as they choose but human rights and the rule of the leniency of law are supposed to hold precedence. Its a shame that it does not seem to be the case currently.

These are also certainly racists who purposely try to force me to the African or Caribbean side of the fence to keep me away from my love interest who is Mandarin Chinese. They actually stalked and harassed myself and the same lady in 2006 at which time I was in a relationship with her. Likewise, when I was in a relationship with a Korean lady in 2010, they did the same thing to her and quite aggressively. That's the nature of racism in Toronto currently and its unfortunate, though these racists make it into a social competition, trying to avert the responsibility for their prior actions and "dancing" to avoid having to make up for that at all or taking responsibility.

Its funny but if the shoe was on the other foot, there would instantly be action taken against it by the city. I feel so disgusted that Toronto doesn't value the rights of its Chinese and Korean community as much as it does the rights of other communities and especially when it involves mixed culture relationships not approved by racist groups in Toronto like the African and Caribbean racists who targeted two of my girlfriends because of the fact that one is Mandarin Chinese and the other is Korean and I'm Caucasian.

One thing that they'll do is attempt to put the responsibility for their actions onto myself and trade places with me as being the group stalkers. That is one of the most prevalent efforts of group stalkers. They commit a crime and then transfer the responsibility for it to their victim. They do this using a combination of harassment and biomagnetic attacks. They believe it to be their blood, and in using biomagnetism they believe that they are transferring the responsibility for their sins to whomever they hit with their biomagnetism. Its almost like they are trying to imprint themselves and their identity onto other people so that the clues that other people get about them via meaningful coincidences seems to be related to the activities of the person who is trying to transfer the responsibility for their crimes to the victim. Also, they use biomagnetism in attempt to affect the hormonal balance in the body of their victim so as to make it easier to provoke the victim to a harsh reaction or anxiety attack in order to make the victim appear consistent with the crimes that they are attempting to transfer to the victim. So they show up in a group. Abuse the victim for hours upon end. Then try to get a harsh reaction from their victim so that the victim's response can be claimed to be hate speech or racism (while the authorities ignore the abuse of the group stalkers). The group stalkers then make every effort to turn the whole thing around onto their victim and to make the victim the perpetrator and the perpetrators the victims. Keep in mind that the stalkers show up in numbers, traveling to where ever the victim lives and then literally hang out nearby for hours upon end, abusing and harassing the victim. So they're going out of their way to travel to the victim and to conduct this activity, and then they try to turn it all around onto the victim.

So the logic being that the victim who is alone and at home, sat in their apartment and harassed forty or fifty people as they arrived in the community and sat in their cars or hung out on the street quietly? The harassers show up. Harass the solitary victim for hours. Try to get a reaction from the victim that enables them to turn it around against the victim yet their abuse is never or very rarely reported. So they can do no wrong and the victim is wrong as soon as they react. What if that victim was your Mother or your Sister? Or Amanda Todd? I'm sorry but I'm not trying to use her death to justify anything offensive I might have expressed here, but do you think that she might have been during her experiences? Do you think that given the nature and the extremity of what she experienced that other people noticed and yet did nothing to stop it? I guess I'm wrong to expect anyone to make any effort against something of this nature. I mean if a whole city of people could watch a 14 year old girl get pushed to the point of suicide and then take her life, why should I expect anyone to make any effort to stop it.

One last thing that these abusive people will attempt in order to cover it all up. They'll try and label me as the hate side by claiming I "hate" Toronto and they "love" Toronto, essentially sweeping the whole mess from the view of the outside world and making those Women, their respective cultures and communities and myself look like the assholes. All of that right around the time of the basketball playoffs. Ironic that the worst abuse came at that time. Again, its as if they wanted me to "hate" Toronto and for them to "love" Toronto.

Wouldn't conducting that sort of an effort actually be an act of hate? I mean if you have to stalk and abuse someone to push them to the side of anxiety, anger and misery just so that you can be the "love" side of the fence, what does that say of you?

Good luck Raptors. Please represent us all culturally in this city and help to stop this sort of thing by not condoning it from anyone.

Oh and no bloods thank you very much and I'm not a rose of any kind. Especially not a blue rose and never will be. I am NOT on the blue team. I say what I mean and mean what I say. I don't believe in Cain and Abel and I don't believe in the mark of the beast or any nonsense of that nature.

Also, I'm not a member of any criminal gang, including the Hell's Angels, bloods or crips or any gang for that matter. I've never been a member of any gang nor have I been involved with any sort of organized crime. 

Wait, I think I've received a $26 fine when I was in my teens for trespassing on CN property. Basically, that means I was walking on the train tracks. So that's the extent of my criminal career as a criminal mastermind and that was very obviously my coup de gras. A $26 fine for walking on train tracks. That's worth stalking a person and ruining a person's whole life over isn't it? I'm an old school computer nerd, New Waver and Goth from the 1980s. I've never walked with a Cane in my whole life or even owned one for that matter. Likewise, I've never owned a motorcycle in my entire life, but I do know how to drive them.

I'm not a rose and I don't do love/hate or blood and fire. I believe that my harassers are trying to use the whole blood and fire thing in order to dump the responsibility for their crimes onto my person. Another one of their tactics. Likewise, I don't use, buy or sell narcotics. I'm Canadian, not American. I'm not "Snow" and I'm not a member of any ideology he might belong to. I'm certainly not a slave to anything and would never enslave anyone else. Proof of that is via the fact that no matter what, this abusive cult isn't able to conform me to the language and symbolism of colours like they do with everyone else. The truth is that everyone else is a slave to the symbolism of colours and most people don't even realize that they've relinquished their free will and consciousness in favour of living in the chains of colour symbolism. I'm free of that entirely because for some great reason, my mind and being won't accept it.

Finally, I'm not schizophrenic and never have been. I did have a relative who was schizophrenic on a side of my family with ties to the RCMP. I used to carry that burden for him and I certainly respect anyone who can persevere and endure mental illness and manage the courage to seek treatment and brave the stigmas associated with it. For group stalkers, mental illness is a scapegoat mechanism they use to discredit their victims. 

I carried that weight for that relative especially around 2001 as I wanted a strong link to the Federal Police when I was working for Ferretina, a 3D animated movie about ferrets who are kept as prisoners to weed out the rats in Egypt, whom eventually free themselves and venture to London where they clean the sewers of a rat problem and flee the London fires and finally to North America to procure their freedom and their final battle against rats, all the while hunting and running from rats. 

For reasons that I cannot divulge, I had to maintain strong ties to the Federal Police. Read between the lines and I'm certain that you'll at least figure out a part of that. I have no interest in keeping the secrets of abusive stalkers or their methods.

Rats are not Police informants. The history of the slang term rat actually refers to people who live off the efforts of others. That includes people who eat food that is hard tended by workers, while making no effort to contribute to those fields themselves. Rats are people who steal creative and intellectual property from others and profit from it while their theft victim is left in poverty and ruin. Rats benefit through notoriety from the efforts of others and often financially while relinquishing no credit or support for those who made the effort. Rats live off of the effort of others but contribute nothing for what it takes to support them. Rats are like leeches and they operate in numbers. They often find one or more persons from whom to siphon. When they're close to being caught, they trade places with their victims after having drained them. Because of the negative stigma historically of being a rat and of taking the gains from the hard work and effort of others, those who conducted such activity took ownership of the term rat, and turned it around to mean informants who worked with the authorities to weed out the real rats.

Because much criminal enterprise and organized crime is actually what the term rats refers to, over the course of history the term rat went from its original meaning which means "corruption" to its current slang meaning, which means "one who informs to authorities for the criminal activities of others, not necessarily for personal gain". The stigma of the definition for the term "rat" started out against criminals and was eventually turned around to become a negative impact to those who assisted authorities to weed out corruption.

If you think that helping authorities is insensitive, you need to understand that the people who are the targets of such investigation absolutely do not care about the well being of others whatsoever. Even if their activity results in the death of their victims. Most authority of sound reasoning and moral stance won't operate under the pragma: the end justifies the means. They do what they do as a form of rehabilitation and the protection of honest people and innocence. Insensitive people are people who can watch the purposeful suffering caused by others and do nothing to stop it. They include people on both sides of the fence. The lawful and the lawless.

Perhaps one aspect about the symbolism of the colours red and blue is the difference between being able to watch others suffer or undergo a denial of their rights and do or feel absolutely nothing for them, even to the point of death or to participate in such a thing.

Usually if you see a post like this, it means that the group stalkers really have been laying into me for the day and likely for the last week or two. They purposely go for this every once in a while at regular intervals in order to provoke a reaction and post like this one. That coincided with my recent revelations on the Reddit Gangstalking Group about the nature of how a great portion of group stalking is actually structured and why it has been so difficult to figure out.

Here's a link to my posts on the Reddit Gangstalking Group. As I stated there's some good people there though I think that when you're a high value target of group stalking like I am, its pretty hard to find resources that can't be commandeered by stalkers to use against you. As you can see, I did my best to try and provide information to help others, despite how far fetched it might sound to some people.

Brian Joseph Johns

200 Sherbourne Street #701
Toronto, Ontario, Canada
M5A 3Z5



Friday, June 7, 2019


Hi again. Not having posted for a while I thought I'd take a moment to address some recent issues relating to both The Butterfly Dragon and A Lady's Prerogative.

First of all, I recently listened to the song "Butterflies" by Gabbie Hanna and I have to say that I'm impressed by her talent, though the Butterflies to which I refer in my book The Butterfly Dragon are certainly not one and the same as those referred to in her song.

For instance, I chose early to associate the symbol of the Butterfly Dragon with that of the heart. Unfortunately society has seemed to take duality to the extreme in recent years. Whether this is a stab at philosophies like Taoism by members of Western religions and mysticism or an extreme form of non-consensual social bonding remains to be seen.

Taoism has never been about extremes and more focuses on maintaining balance rather than see-sawing people emotionally or trying to destabilize balance via radicalization or extremism. Those qualities quite often seem to be abused by ideologies that use the extremist approach to either force social bonds between people or to radicalize and control them by emotional extremes.

I kept The Butterfly Dragon purposefully neutral when it comes to religion or espousing any particular view because the subject matter and the character exploration dealt with issues that transcend those aspects of our being. A little more personal and empowering rather to provide a counterpoint to A Lady's Prerogative. Therefore, the Butterfly Dragon is not the antithesis of A Lady's Prerogative and vice versa.

Nor is the Butterfly Dragon blood centric in the slightest. It does focus on tradition in some aspects of Ai Yuanlin Ying's character journey and how the tradition of her martial arts training connects with her ancestry, though it is not the defining element of her persona. It gives her foundation but it does not govern how she deals with her daily struggles. The main character whose namesake is the title of The Butterfly Dragon is of Mandarin Chinese descent as well, and the daughter of a newcomer to Canada from the 1980s. In as much, it does not seek to separate any aspect of the story or its relationship with A Lady's Prerogative as being either the love or hate side, or the for that matter the blood or fire side. So in this sense, it very much differs from the Butterflies of Gabbie Hanna's song.

The Butterfly Dragon is certainly not blood centric in the sense that it divides. Dualism was supposed to come more into play by the third book (a crescendo that I botched in the first draft of What Different Eyes See). My plan was to take it from the ending of What Different Eyes See and have it return to its roots in the third book though re-examining the relationship between Weltherwithsp and the now adult Ai Yuanlin Ying. Unfortunately during my writing I was frequently accosted by members of the Toronto community of Regent Park, many of many of whose racist views stand firmly against Chinese culture and many other cultures of the Far East of Asia, despite their contribution to Canadian society and the hardships those cultures endured over the last hundred and fifty years in Canada.

Eventually it become impossible to write or to have any sort of a life whatsoever without being stalked or bullied in the community by most passersby. In fact, any time I write even a small post, I'm often immediately attacked verbally by someone in the street or from the hallways of my building as soon as I begin to post. So for those reasons I ceased writing the Butterfly Dragon and A Lady's Prerogative altogether despite having reported this abuse to the Police. Very little was done to stop (if anything at all). Keep in mind I'm someone who has been requested for jury duty twice by the Sheriff's Office. When a person gets targeted for abuse of the nature that I'm experiencing, its usually about undermining their credibility much the same way that organized crime might try to undermine jurors by abusing them in attempt to provoke them into exhibiting racist qualities in order to have them removed from the jury and replaced with someone who is more biased in favour of their criminal cause.

Ironically, that sort of activity is an extreme form of dualism and radicalization that seeks to sort people out by their adherence to a love side or a hate side, or a blood side and a fire side. You see, there are people of these sorts of ideologies who believe that if they can push or abuse someone enough so that they end up on the hate side or the blood side, that person will inherit all of the "sins" and the "crimes" of other people who were fortunate enough not to fall to the hate or blood side themselves. So in other words, its a means by which one group of people transfer the responsibility for their misgivings to other, quite often innocent people. For some, this is a sort of pyramid scheme, whereby people on the lower tier of the pyramid carry the weight of the people on the tier above them when it comes to their "sins" or "crimes" or "secrets".

Also, this is a method of destabilizing people, because many of the ideologies that operate around this premise are against balance. So in essence it is a direct attack against anything like Taoism, and having one foot on each side of the fence in order to have perspective rather than zeal or radical point of view. Often the people who do this sort of thing try to pit two people against one another, and divide them up between the love or hate side or the blood or fire side, in order to promote one of the two people.

Actually this is a form of Gnosticism and Nazism (which actually stems from Gnosticism). It seeks to take the good of one person and transfer it to someone else who wins this dualistic competition, regardless of who is really responsible for whatever is being competed over (both the good and bad of the people involved). Most of these competitions involve two people who are forced into such a competition and rarely are they ever complicit (I've never been). So in this sense, The Butterfly Dragon and myself have nothing to do with that sort of an ideology whatsoever. If you do the crime, you do the time. No substitution.

Ever since writing The Butterfly Dragon, I've had people trying to steal it from me. Trying to steal my reputation as a writer and give me another reputation altogether. Trying to steal the characters from my books and wear them as their own lives or the lives of their friends. That's nothing I've ever done. If something needs doing and I can do it, I just do it. Unfortunately the racist ideology to which I refer doesn't think that way. They more follow an ideology that believes that people become possessed by floating spirits that jump from body to body and make them do whatever things it is they do. In this way, the racist group dissociates the identity of a person who has accomplished anything good (or bad) and can transfer it to someone else's credit without needing to justify to it. In essence it is a form of theft of one person's reality whereby that reality and their efforts are transferred to another completely different person by the members of this cult.

Thetans maybe? Better call Xenu. Actually its wrong to entirely lay the blame on Scientology as there are clearly more than just one ideology involved in this very abusive activity, and they often completely destroy their victims.

So that's why there won't be anymore Butterfly Dragon or A Lady's Prerogative books.

Also, I wrote directly to the Prime Minister of Canada in 2012 about the issue of the disappearances of Aboriginal Women (the Prime Minister being the Rt. Hon. Stephen Harper), and actually received a reply over the letter and the issue. I did the same with Prime Minister Justin Trudeau in 2016 as well. Since that time I've had many people trying to steal my identity or to swap it with someone else's and it always seems to turn out for the worst for myself. I usually end up with the identity of a Pimp or crack cocaine dealer, and am abused by members of the Regent Park community for months at a time, without any help from the Police or any other members of the community. In fact, many times I'm abused by those people in addition to other civilians, whose claim is that hate means love and love means hate.

First of all, I'm not a Rose. Second of all, I'm not a Blue Rose or on the blue team for that matter. Lastly, I'm not a member of Prince Hall for whom love and hate mean the same thing (an idea which I completely disagree with). Actually for that matter, I'm not a Freemason or a Gnostic or even a member of Christianity, Islam or Judaism with all due respect. I'm certainly not a Scientologist.

My point being, that hate is not love and love is not hate. They aren't the same thing at all. Hate is the result of hormone imbalance and therefore is the antithesis of free will, because when there's enough of a hormone imbalance in one's body, they literally lose their conscious free will and are acting on fight or flight dynamics of behavior, which is instinctual. Instinct is like a computer program. If this, then that. It doesn't involve free will. Hate is very specifically an imbalance of hormones and therefore a loss of free will.

Anyone can make someone else hate given enough time and effort (unless that person is on medication that stabilize their hormones or reduce the impact of imbalances of cortisol or serotonin). So if enough people abuse one person long enough, that person will eventually explode. That's called abuse, radicalization or even more aptly, brainwashing. There's no teaching involved in abusing someone to the point of hate, because hate is a state that someone reaches when their hormones are in a critical state of imbalance enough so that it triggers our fight or flight response. Something that stems back to our survival mechanisms when we had to compete with other large predators and sometimes even avoid becoming the prey, because in those kinds of survival situations, having an analytical brain isn't always the best means for survival. Especially when you don't have the advantage of a millennia's worth of tool building skills to back you up. So hate is literally instinctual and the remnants of our best means of survival before we were expert tool makers and had benefited from analytical thinking and planning.

Love on the other hand is not instinctual. In fact, you can't make anyone love you. Love isn't sex. It goes far beyond that and its impossible to make anyone love you. Therefore love is all about free will. Hate is all about loss of free will. Love and hate are NOT the same thing.

I am not really good or really bad. In fact, I'm not really extreme at anything. I'm passionate about what I believe, but I am not a really good person or a really bad person.

You see, to favor any one extreme is to invite trouble. The reason is that there are people who swap or reverse the dualistic ideas to which I've referred. Ie love and hate. I stated that love is all about free will because you can't make someone love you, but you can make someone hate you. So some people in order to get around this, merely swap their definitions, so that being hateful to someone is actually being loving to them and vice versa. In fact, many people use the colour blue to symbolize this reversal or swapping of polarity as its called.

Trying to provoke someone to an extreme reaction is akin to rape. The reason being that in doing so, you're reinforcing a connection between yourself and themself. Most people who do this, do so against the will or wishes of the people they attempt this with and in doing so, it gives complete strangers access to your most intimate secrets. So in a sense because it is non-consensual, its exactly like rape, minus the physical demeaning humliation and violation, but the psychological damage is still there. Not to mention that the kind of people who do this are doing so to connect to a person in the exact same way that an actual physical rapist connects with their victim.

In fact, a rape victim takes years to break their connection with their physical rapist. That means a rape victim for years after being violated can smell their attacker, hear their attacker, taste their attacker, feel their attacker's excitement. Its because in that moment of violation, the victim and the attacker form a bond that lasts years. The rapist revisits that in their fantasies again and again. That is why rape is so damaging. Its not just the initial attack. It takes years for a rape victim to dissociate themselves from their attacker and the connection and bond they're formed. Physical rapists carry their victims with them for years afterwards and this drives their sexual activity and essentially is their trophy.

So people who try purposely to connect to other people via love/hate or any form of social abuse and extremism are guilty of rape but without the physical violence associated with rape. They're actually attempting the exact same thing, but hiding under a religious context in order to get away with it. Some call it the holy spirit. Some call it alchemy. Some call it blood. Ironically the people that groups of this nature do that to, experience the exact same thing that rapists do the only difference is that they experience this trophy excitement as a group rather than an individual. So you could say that these people that do this sort of thing are gang rapists more so than spiritualists or the holy spirit.

Where did I learn about the experiences of rape victims? From a lady named Joan MacDonald, who was a Victim Laiason Officer for the Ontario Provincial Police and a good friend of Deborah Mahaffy, the Mother of one of Paul Bernardo's victims. Not because I am or ever have been a rapist. I actually worked for her and her husband (prior to becoming homeless) installing Point Of Sale systems. We had a lot of chances to speak on many issues, and she is a remarkable Woman. I got that chance to understand first hand what a rape victim experiences and the lengthy process of their victimization, which lasts for years beyond their initial rape and more often than not, a lifetime. I worked for them during the production of Ferretina and secretly for other members of law enforcement. From those experiences I have a very unique perspective when it comes to issues of that nature.

Ironically, group stalkers and harassers have the exact same modus operandi and motivating factors as physical rapists. The only difference is that the group behaves more like an individual in much the same way an ant colony becomes the organism. So the psychology cannot be applied to individuals within the group, but to the group as a whole. Its almost as if the individuals of these groups have given up their individuality in favour of becoming part of one larger individual that is made up of many people. Ultimately though their need to connect to their victims is motivated by the same emotions and obsession as that of a physical rapist as is their ignorance of their victim's pleas (the no means yes defense is often used by such people).

In the same way that a rapist re-experiences the initial rape and the fear of their victim, which become a rapist's trophy's (memories and feelings are the key trophies for a rapist and anything that retriggers those experiences, much the same as it is with serial killers) the groups that attempt to connect to a solitary victim via means of social abuse do so for the same thrill, only they do so in order to gain access to the victim's intimate life and experience it in much the same way that rapists re-experience the rape of their victim. So it is a thrill crime in that sense.

In encountering these groups, I've often heard that there are members of these groups who actually worship people like Paul Bernardo (yes, there are people who actually worship that person who is still in prison, having raped and murdered two young Women) as a sort of figure head for a secret religion, closely associated with satanism or some such other esoteric belief.

Anyway, I hope that gives people a little more perspective into that sort of activity and its nature. Mature, consensual love and sexuality is a wonderful thing that intimate partners can share. Non-consensual invasion of any person's intimate life IS rape and ironically it provides the same thrills to people who seek such thrills as it does for physical rapists and serial killers, because their trophy is the thrill of the moment of the terror of their victim and violating that victim's privacy and bias. People of that ilk keep such trophies for years after the initial crime as memories and a connection to their victim. Revenge porn would certainly fall under the same category, with the difference being that the rapist is sharing their trophy and experience publically.

Brian Joseph Johns

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