Tuesday, August 13, 2019


Brian Joseph Johns... writer of this mess...
Though its not about me at all.
Its about the Toronto, Canada and the World that I love.
Most of all, its about people, especially 

Women and the Men who become our icons by way of virtue.
Sometimes fiction makes a return. Like an incredible Thai, Japanese or Vietnamese massage. Perhaps even like a Korean hair massage via SwitchScissors. If you're a guy like me and admire the anatomy and cerebellum of many Canadian Women, as much so as do I, then this post is for you.

Monique sat seemingly comfortably with her legs crossed, purposely exposing her shapely calfs and muscular thighs. For her it was all the regimen of her industry. Present herself as she had for so many times on the covers of Vogue, Elle, GQ Style and numerous other fashion news worthy ads and snippets. She was used to it as it had become second nature to her. Monique had become a bit of an expert at keeping aspects of her life a second nature to her own true identity, the Eclipse.

She watched from her perch as Heylyn, her best friend and confidant rounded the big wigs of the party. Schmoozing and strategically flattering where need be, discarding sincerity in the name of something much bigger than the two of them, each.

There were times when she wasn't sure that Heylyn was on the same page as her. Heylyn was so sincere and made everyone feel at home, even when it wasn't her home. Her bar, though she'd often pay for every drop they drank. Heylyn liked to work with the like minded. The members of her competitive business who protected the same ideals.

That was not solely Heylyn's doing. No, not at all. In fact, Heylyn with her West Meet East brand had stumbled upon a growing trend and power in the industry for which many had failed to account.

The fearless butterfly had opened the eyes of many, though never seeking her own praise. The strawberry had humbled her many times before, reminding Heylyn that life wasn't about her, but in fact about a boundary that evaded us each and every one.

An existential ideal which was neither wrong nor right. Neither meek nor might. Neither strong nor sight. When she was lost, oh so clearly lost Heylyn that is: she danced. How she danced. The lost ballerina. The Butterfly in an age of Swans. Tchaikovsky would likely have conceded with her for his love of all things. Heylyn knew of him from his music, and there is no way to know someone lesser than the song of their heart. Tchaikovsky's heart spoke in volumes that rang clear with the hearts of so many. Heylyn's and Monique's included. Oh how they felt the composer's anguish. Yet through this anguish of the soul Monique kept her legs folded like a work of curved art. Like a sculpture of which Michaelangelo himself would be envious. Her arms replacing the Venus De Milo and her mind replacing the Thinker. So astute though no less to her charm and mind as was Heylyn's.

Who could understand the heart so much as those who sought to quench it's yearning? Long lost and evermore so as Monique had heard it put in the words of a lost poet: if hearts cry, then so do I!

Monique did not cry on this night. Instead she held it deep inside as did Heylyn. She presented herself and her physique, a piece of sensuous meat for the taking. Her quarry did not understand nor appreciate the female mind as did so many Men. Instead they were seeking pleasures beyond the offerings of compassionate lovers, specifically Women. They sought what they could not have by way or will alone. The helpless Female, who waited for her Man to steer her right and clear of her lost ways. Into the midst of truth. A truth that very few Men understood at the time. Monique watched carefully understanding what she did.

Heylyn understood Men. She'd loved once and wholly believed that she would love again, though she  unconsciously believed that she was deluding herself.

She'd encountered many Men in her field who'd fantasized about possessing her. Wielding her like a trophy of gold. A possession of theirs to be discarded when their wants became too public. Too unsavory for the masses who'd consumed much the same many times before only finding dismay when their sexual appetite became publically known. How did Women so often find themselves on the negative of this equation? Helpless. Prey for the predator.

Yet Monique presented her leg as did Heylyn present her self. Seeking the ever hungry wolf. The prey seeking the predator.

At that moment, when both Monique and Heylyn had lost hope is when the predator struck.

"I find you too alluring to put down. You're not a play toy are you?" asked the Man who'd suddenly appeared by her side on the sofa.

His hand found her bare knee and then crawled by way of his fingers, crawling to the hilt of her dress and nearly a'tween her legs.

Monique shuddered a moment in ecstasy, perhaps alluding to fantasy but more likely playing the part of the bait.

"And so you seek furtile lands beyond your grasp?" Monique responded to his attempt at her non-consensual seduction.

"Shakespeare?" answered the grasper.

"No. Descartes. He was as much a Gentleman as was Shakespeare. Descartes refrained from mapping Women's anatomy for his own pleasure, that is unless Women invited him as much to do so. I don't seem to remember seeing your invitation?" Monique pulled her skirt  down and her curvaceous leg back to its  home.

"A fine tribute to his resistance to the lures of the opposite sex?" the man replied, seeming all the more allured by her feminine confidence and perhaps her resistance.

"Are you saying that Newton's work on rigid body dynamics lacks female insight? Next you'll be telling me that the gravity between us does not exist!" posed the insistent man.

"Gravity is very much a debated subject though I'd vouch for its presence, especially in contradiction to jerks like yourself." Alicia unexpectedly jumped into Monique's response, watching the jerk's hand seek the midpoint between Monique's two legs.

"I kind of like gravity, myself. My wife really knows the subject of gravity, quantum physics and string theory so I trust her rather than jerks like you." Walton Norler stepped in, defending Alicia's response.

"I'd say that I'd back them up. All of them. Not for marketing but rather the fact that Women deserve nothing but their own discretion when it comes to their fans." Yirfir stated, backing Norler's stance.

Yirfir had as much kept herself distant of the dealings

To be continued very soon... I promise. Maybe tonight. Maybe sooner.

Brian Joseph Johns

200 Sherbourne Street #701
Toronto, Ontario, Canada
M5A 3Z5



Monday, August 12, 2019

More On Colour Symbolism Used By Group Stalkers...

Brian Joseph Johns
I'm not on the blue team at all, so I don't say the opposite of what I mean. I say exactly what I mean. So everything below is truly stated in the exact right context, the context in which I intended it..

Its been a pretty difficult couple of weeks. I mean, I'd really prefer to expire but I'm strong willed enough not to pursue an early demise. Besides, who'd look after my Cat?

Its been very difficult in the harassment departement in terms of the social abuse I receive around the clock from abusers in my community of Regent Park. Too many followers of that abusive love/hate and blood/fire ideology if you catch my drift. They're very blood centric so they start with love/hate and try to subject other people (usually a few persons that they target in a given area) hatefully until that person "breaks" their hate. When that happens this cult then uses the logic and justification that if you break their hate, they have the right to break your love.

This whole idea stems around the fact that when love and hate is broken as an ideology in a given community, then everything in terms of anything good accomplished or social burden is sorted out according to blood. I don't live by such an ideology but it is certainly forced upon me despite the fact that I am not a member of any religion that operates by those means. I'm not a member of any religion derived from the line of Abraham. That means that I'm not a member of any religion derived from the Bible (or Torah or Pentateuch), The New Testament and the Quran which pretty much eliminates every Western religion.

It took some time to come to that decision, but I made it in 2007 after experiencing the full breadth of what members of such beliefs are capable in terms of malice. For example, the abusive cult defines the colour blue as meaning a "polarity reversal", not the kind where the magnetic poles of the Earth flip but where people reverse the context of what they say to mean the exact opposite. So if you protest something, you're actually standing up for it if this cult manages to push you onto the blue team. My issue is that this cult tries to push their victims onto the "blue" team when their victim says something with which they disagree.

Part of the abuse is intended as a means of tricking their victims into breaking down the ideals of Freemasonry one by one. Those ideals being, freedom of speech, freedom of thought and freedom of expression. The cult operates in such a way that they constantly abuse a victim until that victim breaks even just one of those ideals. I'm not a Freemason or Rosicrucian (or Gnostic) and thanks to this abusive cult I don't think that I'd want to be one. I did petition for membership years ago (two decades ago), and this cult sabotaged my attempt to join. I'm also not a Scientologist either though I never petitioned them to join their numbers.

In fact, this cult's abuse pretty much ruined every attempt to get on my feet. It certainly destroyed Shhhh! Digital, my website here and I stopped writing The Butterfly Dragon, A Lady's Prerogative and any other novels upon which I was working. The abuse ended up making me appear arrogant and hateful in terms of my reactions to it, so that was most often the impression that people had of me while I was in public. That's because I was being harassed the whole time not to mention that members of this cult attempted to steal the credit for anything I created or worked on. So naturally I became very bitter.

Also the membership of this cult are racists. I mean they're African, Caribbean and Biafran racists believe it or not, who seem to have a great deal of opposition to certain kinds of mixed culture relationships that don't include at least one member of their group(s), or that violate their definitions for colour symbolism which is a violation of the Charter Of Rights And Freedoms and the Human Rights Act of Canada, as well as the Universal Declaration of Human Rights of the United Nations. This cult's abuse also includes many Caucasian racist groups as well (my abusive Irish neighbours certainly), with the two sides of that fence working together, playing their victims back and forth like a ping pong ball between each of the two sides.

One aspect of their abuse is also geared towards breaking the virtues of love, that is protecting someone whom you care about by keeping them secret in accordance with colour symbolism. This cult operates in such a way that they make it a game of trying to put their secrets onto their victim, while abusing the victim until they reveal something they were protecting about someone they claim to care about. Its a sort of competition that this cult uses to measure whose blood you favour more, theirs or the culture of your love interest. In Regent Park this activity gets out of hand very quickly, though I'm certain that many people would either deny it, or claim not to have understood it or heared it. A lot of people protect this activity. So as I've stated many times, my love interest is Mandarin Chinese and this cult are very much against that. The cult would rather force me onto the blue brown team, which seems to be more about hate, abuse and reversing polarity than anything else. No disrespect meant to Japan, as those two colours mean love and hate in Japan. So I am not speaking of Japan, but an abusive activity that is happening in North America quite frequently.

For the record, I'm Canadian and live in Toronto, Ontario, Canada in Regent Park. I experience much identity theft as well, easily as much abuse as I receive from this cult as well. I am not a member of any criminal organization (ie I'm not a Hell's Angel or a member of the Mafia or a street gang or anything of that nature). I'm 51 years old for crying out loud. I don't believe in Jesus Christ either. I'm a Taoist and a Buddhist. I'd never join a cult or religion that kicks a person down as low as they can, so they can look good when they help that person to their feet again (after having converted that person to a particular religion or ideology it seems). That's pretty much the scam of this religion and ideology. If you don't go their way, they just hold you down. Also I am not a gun or a Rose at all.

My neighbours often try to apply the label of "King" or "Kang" to me, which I am certainly not Royal in any sense of the word. No disrespect meant to the Royal Family at all. In fact, this cult tries to force people to pay for the blood of others from Nova Scotia, under the idea that it is composed of Royal blood. I'm sorry but I won't be extorted for the payment of someone else's blood. Also I'm not Irish or Italian with all due respect and thanks to this cult's activity, I deny my French heritage, my Spanish heritage, my British heritage and my Cree heritage. There's no blood that's worth this much abuse.

Brian Joseph Johns

200 Sherbourne Street #701
Toronto, Ontario, Canada
M5A 3Z5



Thursday, August 8, 2019

Describing Group Stalking And Abuse And How It Is Likely The Force Driving Mass Shootings

A few more of the harassment cult's methods explained.

One of the aspects of the stalking and harassment cult in Regent Park, Toronto, Ontario, Canada is geared towards disconnecting people from one another.

The goal of the cult members is to stalk and harass the victim until they say something that is particularly burdensome for others who care about that person.

The cult members protect each other, so they are never held liable for their criminal harassment of their victim but they hold their victim accountable for their reaction to the harassment.

What the cult members do is to harass their victim to the point that they react in such a way that is too burdensome for those that care about the victim.

The cult then locally offer to take the burden of this weight in exchange for taking the credit of the victim's good efforts.

They typically do this because they're racist and are against certain kinds of mixed culture relationships (specifically those involving Caucasian persons and persons from the Far East of Asia).

The cult operates on a colour scheme despite the fact that using colours in such a way is a clear violation of the Charter Of Rights And Freedoms and the Human Rights Act of Canada.

Also, this cult attempts to turn their victims into social "guns".

I believe that this cult is actually the ideology behind the recent mass shootings and attacks of the last two or three decades. It is largely protected by the local community as well and seems to be prevalent in many places throughout North America.

I've tried to report this to the RCMP several times and explain its methodology in full.

Not to mention that this cult attempts to erase its victims from existence by stealing everything related to their output from them as well as their history.

I am such a victim of this cult.

They play musical chairs with people's identities so you might not even have your own identity if you fall victim to this cult.

This is essentially how this cult keeps their victims trapped, impoverished, unemployable and single so that they can use their victim to power their lives.

Some of the cult's methodologies:

These names are not how they refer to them but rather the most suitable description of what is happening according to their ideology.

Speaking in tongues

While in another conversation with someone else, the cult member inserts words or statements in the midst of their conversation. These "subliminal" words and statements are sound as if they're contextually directed at someone else in a completely different conversation. Usually they're directed towards what they call the "holy spirit".

The smarter members of the cult speak in tongues via allegory or metaphor, using the multplicity of the definition of words (such as synonyms and homonyms) to communicate a secret message to the receiver. Sometimes good people trying to thwart the cult might use this method to avoid detection by the cult and to get a message of hope to the victim, though I'd highly recommend to any victim of this to be careful of whom you trust.

Colour Symbolism

The cult uses colours to symbolize much about how they operate. They believe that using colours they can steal the history of a person and transfer it to someone else, while replacing the person's history with someone else's. This activity is resoundingly prevalent in Regent Park in Toronto, Ontario, Canada. Much of it is racist as well, directed towards Caucasian people who have affection for someone from the Far East of Asia. I experience this on a daily basis.

Identity Denial

When the cult members deny a person their own birth identity, instead replacing their victim's identity with the identities of their neighbours and other members of the community or their religion.


Part of a dualistic paradigm used by the cult. Their paradigm either operates according to the rules of love/hate or blood and fire. If it is love/hate, then the cult members attempt to divide everyone up according to their sideness in terms of being on the side of love and kindness, or hate and blood centricity. If love/hate collapses for a person (ie they fall to the hate side), they are then subjected to the blood and fire ideology which actually is how much rosicrucianism works. The people on the blood side of the fence carry the burden for the people on the fire side of the fence. Being on the fire side of the fence only requires that the person have a means to light a fire, ie matches, a lighter or some other source of flame.


Similar to the practice conducted by scientology, disconnection conducted by this cult is about severing the ties between family, friends and others associated with the victim. The cult members attempt to break those people away from their victim and replace them with people who have similar names or look similar in some way.

Secret Opening

Secret opening is the practice of the cult members uncovering every secret of a victim related to their family, friends and any other people they might have known in order to prevent those people from developing a means of trading secrets or developing a secret language using their mutually known secrets. Ie a person can verify if a piece of information came from someone they know by the association of a particular secret that only the two of those people could know. If that secret becomes known, then other people can send information to one of those two people and fool them into believing that it originates from the other one. Also, by knowing all of the secrets between family members and friends of a circle, the cult can intercept communications and effectively know what is being communicated even if they would rather it remain secret. Hence the cult retains the advantage of having secrets over their victims. The cult effectively destroys any means of the victim(s) developing a secret means of communication. That is likely the purpose or goal. The cult combines this with illegal eavesdropping that is often backed by organized crime and collusion from some corrupt authorities.

Polarity Reversals

Polarity reversals are meant to reverse the context of any given situation or statement(s) to their polar opposite. If for instance you profess to love someone, that means that you actually hate them if a polarity reversal is in effect. If you hate someone, that means you love them. They even use cultural references during polarity reversals such as swapping African and Asia. So if someone declares their love interest is Asian, the cult will interpret that as meaning African if a polarity reversal is in effect. One can simply break down a polarity reversal by dropping something on the ground. This proves that gravity is still operating in the correct direction (things are pulled towards the biggest concentrations of mass).


Polarizing is the act of forcefully pushing a victim to one extreme or another of a dualistic paradigm such as pushing the victim to either side of extremity in love/hate. The cult often does this is a person has a relationship or a love interest that is someone Chinese. That's because in Chinese culture, a relationship is seen as a balancing act between the two forces of love and hate. So if one person goes to the extreme on either side, the other one must mirror that by taking on qualities of the opposite extreme. The more extreme, the more difficult the relationship is. The people who do this sort of thing are often very racist against mixed culture relationships between Caucasian persons and Chinese persons, so polarizing is one of the ways they use to sabotage or prevent such relationships.

Also, the cult members see their victims as "cows", that means that they see their victims as a source of milk to fuel the lives of the cult members. If the victim is giving all their milk to their love interest, family, friends or co-workers (if the victim is fortunate enough to still be employed after the cult's abusive sabotage of the victim's life), the cult members use polarizing as a form of radicalization, trying to push the victim to further and further extreme that is very socially burdensome for other people to carry so that the only people that will be available to carry that burden are the cult members themselves. In exchange for doing so, they steal the credit for the victim's good efforts to fuel their lives.

I have a theory that this form of polarizing and radicalization is the hidden force behing the growing trend of mass violence and shootings as I believe that this exact same methodology is being practiced in many places throughout North America and likely in some places in Europe.


The cult members often try to blame the victim for what befalls them as a result of the stalking and abuse conducted by this cult. This they call manifestation. The cult members blame the victims for their own misery by claiming the the victim is manifesting what befalls them from the cult regardless of the fact that cause and effect happen in the order of the cult conducts stalking and abuse of the victim, and the victim responds to that stalking and abuse. This is also often combined by the cult with polarity reversals in order for them to get away with doing this. During a polarity reversal, the cult members regard cause and effect as happening in reverse order, so the victim's reaction comes first and then the cult's abuse of the victim. They also remember it as the cult members being loving to the victim and the victim being loving back to the cult (if the victim reacts hatefully or with anger towards the cult members for their abuse). So everything they do is essentially built upon a lie which they use to hide their victimization of their targets. If the victim attempts to manifest something good for themselves, the cult abuses the victim until the victim becomes negative and protests about what they are experiencing. This the cult claims is their manifestation, the protest of their abuse. Another method they use to sabotage positive manifestation or prosperity is to simply use a polarity reversal, so that positive becomes negative and prosperity becomes despair.

On The Better Side Of Civility

It was a difficult month in terms of bills so I have to rely on the food bank system a little more than usual. I was fortunate enough to get some food for myself at Lourdes Food Bank at 275 Bleecker Street. For that I am very grateful.

Of great importance was ensuring that my Cat, my only room mate has enough food. I went today to the Pet Food Bank at Wellesley Street East and Bleecker Street and got some of my Cat's favourite food (fortunately), so she'll be eating well this month. Thanks to the Civic Offices Located there and the kind people who assisted in ensuring that my Cat has food to eat. I would have ensured that she didn't go without food (I would have sold something of mine to buy food or found casual temporary labour in order to procure it). I am once again very grateful.

Brian Joseph Johns