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The Future...

From what I understand, most of the harassment and stalking attacks have been geared towards forcing me into a negative state of mind, which this cult symbolize by the shade black. They associate it with anything of that nature and tend to try to force their victims onto that side of the fence through constant verbal abuse and harassment. So any protest I make here to being treated like that has origins. I'm not a negative or conflict seeking person normally and when my rights are stomped on by an criminal cult that should be investigated by the way, I tend to get upset about it as I'm sure anyone would. Regardless I'm not like that at all and left to my own devices, I'm actually a very positive kind of person. One of the reasons that this harassment cult conducts itself this way is that they assume that I am trying to control everyone else. At some point the stalking and harassment cult dug its way into my private and personal life, especially with regard to my sexuali

Two Week Break...

I've decided that I'm going to take a break of about two weeks. I don't live or work in the United States, and I don't vote there either. My brother and I were talking on the phone today and he said something about not letting Trump get into office again. 

I just thought I'd clarify that I live in Toronto, Ontario, Canada and I don't vote in the United States. I vote in Canada during Canadian elections.

It was nice writing an A Lady's Prerogative adventure that touched upon the United States, and took the characters there, but I feel that I all too often am victimized by a cult that steals other people's identity. I'm not a member of any such cult and never will be. Not to mention my own love interest is actually Asian (she's Mandarin Chinese) though because I enjoy Japanese eroticism occasionally, you might be fooled into the idea that I'm lying about that. I'm not lying at all. I have a very liberal attitude when it comes to sexuality, though I keep that discrete and I've never cheated or been promiscuous during any relationship in my entire life.

Most of the characters I write about are based roughly upon my own life experiences. For instance, Alicia and Norler's relationship is based upon my relationship with a woman named Lillian. Heylyn's and Braden's emerging relationship is based upon my early relationship with my own real life love interest, Helen Chen. So I don't borrow or steal aspects of other people's lives at all, though I do try to shape the characters sometimes based upon people who've inspired me.

Unfortunately, when you write and especially if its comedic or romantic and fun, there are people who will try to steal your writing from you, simply by abusing you with the hopes of provoking you into a reaction that contradicts the nature of what you've written. The whole idea is this is a cult that tricks other people into the idea that what you write, is actually being written by someone else who is remotely controlling you to do so. So if you contradict anything about the nature of what you've written, they convince others that you aren't the real author, or that you aren't like your characters at all, good or bad. Actually, they try to take the best of what you write, while dumping the worst onto you and often their own worst as well.

So their whole idea is to provoke you into reactions and behaviour that contradicts the best parts of what you write, so they can claim it came from one of their friends. So kind of like scumbags. Actually, exactly like scumbags.

So these are people who steal from me based upon the idea that the best of what I do is accomplished simply because I'm possessed by their friends or fellow cult members. And that forms the basis of their justification for plagiarism and stealing what other people create. I can assure you that nobody is controlling me and never has.

So yesterday and today I was attacked with that goal in mind by my neighbours, and unfortunately they had assistance from people I used to trust. That is no longer the case. I ranted to them a bit today in order to deal with the harm they're causing my life and career, but it falls upon the deaf ears of narcissists who absolutely have no concern for the harm they cause others.

Its difficult pouring your heart into something where you're trying to make a difference in the world with words. Sure, words don't move mountains by themselves, but in one way or another, to plan something of that magnitude will involve definitely require the use of many words. Visual arts such as painting can inspire, yet they don't actually do anything themselves much like books. Crafting words into a universe is as much art as any painting, and just like visual arts, it involves the creativity of the artist and the person viewing that art.

Having people take the credit from you for what you accomplish, essentially claiming it is their's or their friend and fellow cult member's creation and not yours, and then having nearly an entire community of bullies treat you that way that assist this cult is very destructive to one's life and career and keep in mind this is a cult that erases people and their identity. If I remember aspects of my own life, such as training as a Computer Programmer, or playing live musical gigs as a Professional Musician, or working my ass off moving furniture during some of the summers, or all the times I've been horseback riding even training in simple horse care and how to saddle a horse, this cult regards all of that as if its not part of my own life. That they can simply take it from me because I revealed it, and turn it into another person's life history. If I ever talk about those memories again, the cult members tell me that I stole it from someone else.

So, as a result of this and other recent related problems, I'm ceasing writing for at least two weeks, with the possibility that I might write something short next week on Friday January 6. I'll see how I feel by that time.

Finally, I want to say that Shhhh! Digital Media has no involvement with anyone named Shea or Shay, and that nobody working with Shhhh! Digital Media is a guitar player, and that I've never owned a guitar in my life.

Lastly, I'm not a Jehovah's Witness or a member of Prince Hall. I never have been and I never will be. I'm an Atheist that leans toward Buddhism and Taoism, though I am not devout. Also, I'm not a cop, though I do stand with the RCMP.

Hate isn't love and love isn't hate or nor is love blood sucking. I may have purchased a Vampire game recently, but that doesn't mean that I'm a Vampire or even blood centric in real life.

Also, I've never had a sexually transmitted disease in my life, and certainly not hepatitis, though I would never harass anyone over something of that nature, though the abusive cult stalking me certainly does.