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Red Versus Blue - Polarizing Society

Please don't take the use of colours in this post as being anything related to the symbolism of political party colours, because that's not what it relates to. Colours are symbols. Ambiguous and can literally mean and be interpreted as anything.  Problems always arise when you worship the symbol more so than what it stands for. In these times, polarization refers to being bounced around between diametrically opposed symbols, via colours. So these colours are not a reference to party politics. Here's something quite interesting, and its certainly indicative of a much larger and more complex challenge in society. On the morning of the Uvalde school attack in the United States, in my own community in Regent Park in Toronto, Ontario, Canada and about two to three hours before the actual time of the attack, several people in my community, many of whom I refer to simply as a cult, began harassing me excessively. This started in the wee hours of the morning of 24th of May of this

Shhhh! Digital Skyrim...

Spending the days working on some other coding projects, between chapters for A Lady's Prerogative and Butterfly Dragon. 

My nights have been spent either checking out movies, ASMR for recovery or gaming. 

My latest character for a Skyrim SE playthrough...

Brian Joseph Johns

Shhhh! Digital Media, The Butterfly Dragon, A Lady's Prerogative or any of the stories originating from this web site ( are not created by a guitar player (I don't play or even own a guitar and never have).
I believe that a cult is misleading many of you into believing that I'm someone whom I am not. In other words, a cult is trying to steal what I create here and credit it to people that have nothing to do with the site or Shhhh! Digital Media all according to their use of the symbolism of colours. 

Have you ever wondered that colour symbolism might be a secret prison, confining every one of us to the imprisonment of your mind without your even knowing it?

I don't work for a union (and never have). I'm certainly not against unions or any groups that protect worker's rights lawfully but I do oppose criminal racketeering, especially where it culminates into group bullying.

My love interest is Mandarin Chinese, not Filipino with all due respect to members of the Filipino community. The confusion is definitely not mine, as I'm quite clear on the culture of my own love interest. More likely, its a purposeful mix-up in the interest of keeping me as part of a specific blood, by a blood centric cult. As you can probably tell, I'm not too keen on any ideology where groups of people use colour symbolism to bully and manipulate individuals in society against their rights or the law or both. I'm definitely not a fan of sponsorship (for blood or anything else) and never will be. Too many people take advantage of that to steal the effort of others and I don't do hate means love or love means hate. 

I'm about 170 lbs and I'm 6 feet tall at 53 years old and considering I'm not as active as I should be, I'm actually in pretty good shape.