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Livestream Post By Brian Joseph Johns With Quick Intro

Alright. So I went out today to turn in some empties and buy some food to keep me going until payday.  Actually, I have food, as I budget pretty effectively even in these tough times, but I needed some seasoning and variety to add to my meals. Before I get into this, here's a livestream I did yesterday discussing what's coming up on Shhhh! Digital Media and that also talks about some of the issues I've dealt with in regard to the latest book, The Butterfly Dragon III: The Two Dragons. If you're not interested in what I have to say or seeing what I look like, then keep reading, because it was certainly an interesting outing today. Or, you could just close up this browser tab and go do something else. The choice is yours. So, while I was out, there was a big harassment attack, which for the most part seemed very coordinated. Most likely the goal was to provoke some kind of reaction that resulted in making me seem mentally ill, schizophrenic or generally paranoid, possibly

Shhhh! Digital Skyrim...

Spending the days working on some other coding projects, between chapters for A Lady's Prerogative and Butterfly Dragon. 

My nights have been spent either checking out movies, ASMR for recovery or gaming. 

My latest character for a Skyrim SE playthrough...

Brian Joseph Johns

Shhhh! Digital Media, The Butterfly Dragon, A Lady's Prerogative or any of the stories originating from this web site ( are not created by a guitar player (I don't play or even own a guitar and never have).
I believe that a cult is misleading many of you into believing that I'm someone whom I am not. In other words, a cult is trying to steal what I create here and credit it to people that have nothing to do with the site or Shhhh! Digital Media all according to their use of the symbolism of colours. 

Have you ever wondered that colour symbolism might be a secret prison, confining every one of us to the imprisonment of your mind without your even knowing it?

I don't work for a union (and never have). I'm certainly not against unions or any groups that protect worker's rights lawfully but I do oppose criminal racketeering, especially where it culminates into group bullying.

My love interest is Mandarin Chinese, not Filipino with all due respect to members of the Filipino community. The confusion is definitely not mine, as I'm quite clear on the culture of my own love interest. More likely, its a purposeful mix-up in the interest of keeping me as part of a specific blood, by a blood centric cult. As you can probably tell, I'm not too keen on any ideology where groups of people use colour symbolism to bully and manipulate individuals in society against their rights or the law or both. I'm definitely not a fan of sponsorship (for blood or anything else) and never will be. Too many people take advantage of that to steal the effort of others and I don't do hate means love or love means hate. 

I'm about 170 lbs and I'm 6 feet tall at 53 years old and considering I'm not as active as I should be, I'm actually in pretty good shape.