Wednesday, July 25, 2018


Since my last post it has been a little bit hectic but unbearably so, though I hadn't gone outside since that post. Not because I am afraid, because to tell you the truth I don't fear anything that I shouldn't and have been that way for a very long time. Stepping close to a high ledge without a rail or balcony might cause some fear, but other than that I don't experience it.

So not a few days after I make my last post in response to the Danforth shootings do I go outside to stock up on much needed groceries and exactly the thing that I was talking about in that last post occurred. Again. Just the same as it always does or at least for the last 17 years.

Walk out the door. A group of people using the symbolism of colours try to swap my identity with that of someone else. I walk through the community and am treated like that person unless I protest that treatment or contradict being that person in some way. If I happen to be wearing blue and I don't protest at all to any such treatment as being someone else, the people doing the harassing assume that I'm that person instead of myself. For this cult (and I do say cult because that's precisely what it is), they try to pile as many other identities from other people onto one person as they can, and that person then carries the burden of those people until they manage to contradict it in some way. Other people charge a price for taking it off of that person, so its kind of like extortion too. The price for removing it is paid by giving up the credit for anything good you accomplish to the person who removes those other people from your identity. Does that sound like a cult to you? Well it is and because it uses colours for symbolism, it violates the Canadian Charter Of Rights And Freedoms and the Human Rights Act. We're definitely in cult territory now.

I also explained in the last post that this is likely the mechanism that is leading to these mass shootings and violent outbreaks as many of them are not conducted by religious extremists. In fact, I'd say that the vast majority of these attacks recently in North America and Europe have been the result of social radicalization. That is, radicalization conducted by the general public or a segment of the public against solitary individuals that they deem worthy of that sort of treatment. They target people they believe to be self serving types, people that they feel don't contribute to society, are perhaps Womanizers or some other social faux paux that should be solved another way rather than social abuse and radicalization.

There is no good reason for doing this to me at all as I don't quite qualify under any of those qualities which cause this cult to stalk people, but that's where the real trouble comes in. People who are targeted or have friends that are targeted will trade that person's identity onto someone else's. Stealing the victim's history and reputation and giving up the reputation of their targeted friend to the victim so that instead of the person who was targeted by this group being stalked and abused socially, this other person will experience that in their stead. Some groups who do this identity swapping try to get multiple targets onto one substitute victim who then sometimes unknowingly carries the burden for many people while losing the credit for their prior accomplishments. That certainly would qualify as a cult.

So that's what I spoke about in the last post and speculated that the motives for many of these mass murder attempts and attacks are the results of these two activities. Targeted stalking and identity swapping or substitution. This results in the radicalization of whom ever happens to fall victim to it, and even if they accomplish a lot of good, it is stolen from them and credited to someone else once again using the symbolism of colours which brings us back to square one and the Canadian Charter Of Rights And Freedoms and the Human Rights Act.

So I went out today to restock on groceries knowing that I'd be taking a chance of wearing a shirt that had any blue on it. I opted for the benefit of the doubt and wore that shirt thinking to myself, I'm not going to let a group of people dictate what I wear and don't wear. If I do, then before I know it they'll be dictating who I do or don't vote for, what products I do or don't buy, what music I do or don't listen to, what social media websites I use or don't use online etc. Do you see where this is going? Colour symbolism can have a great bearing upon many of your life choices, many of them connected with free will. That is likely one of the reasons that they're so prominently mentioned in the Charter Of Rights And Freedoms and the Human Rights Act. Never mind skin colour. Imagine not being able to go to the movies because you have the wrong eye colour for the movie? Or are wearing the wrong colours? It's funny how people can be tricked into such activities that have long since disappeared because of numerous people fighting for the rights of others and ourselves.

So I went out, I experienced a little bit of such activity on my way to the food bank (sorry, but being stalked aggressively tends to have an impact upon your ability to earn finances). On the way back it got much worse especially with verbal harassment and abuse. I held my tongue as long as I could before speaking out against it. Eventually I did but not abusively or aggressively. I made it home a bit stressed out and had a few stalkers yell from the streets directing their harassment towards me. I thought, enough is enough, I'll write about it because it might help. Not just myself but others and maybe even the authorities who are likely trying to build a psychological model around radicalization if they haven't already. If they understand it at the ground level, that likely makes things much easier for them and if that saves lives in the future, that's good enough of a reason for me.

To clarify some things about my identity: I am 6 feet tall. I weigh approximately 175 lbs. I have dark hair. A pinstrip moustache and lipstache. I have green eyes. I am Welsh, Spanish, French and Cree in heritage so I appear Caucasian. I am a Buddhist and Taoist though not devout and certainly with an edge. I haven't had sexual activity of any kind with a partner for 8 years and 2 months as of this writing. I don't use, buy or sell narcotics (I used to smoke cannabis just under a decade ago). I don't smoke cigarettes though I am an ex-smoker having quite about eight years ago. I am a computer programmer and technician from years ago (late 1980s until 2004). I am a piano and keyboard player having played professionally for a number of years. I am a published writer and have this website which hosts much of my fiction though this article is truth. I was an early New Romantic and Goth for years too, into bands like Tears For Fears, Duran Duran, Killing Joke, U2, Love and Rockets, Bauhaus, Sisters Of Mercy, Depeche Mode and many others. I was doing stuff to my hair that was pretty wild when few people were doing the same. I am not a pedophile nor am I an abuser or Womanizer. With all due respect to Women who work in prostitution, I have never used the services of a sex trade worker in that manner. I disagree with it and feel that there are safer alternatives for Women in the sex trade industry if that is an issue. I've never worked in the adult film industry myself.

With that out of the way, I suspect that I'll be working on both A Lady's Prerogative: The Devil In Music and The Butterfly Dragon II: What Different Eyes See in the next week, possibly on the weekend. I am aiming to have the next A Lady's Prerogative story started in about two or three weeks and the new Butterfly Dragon story started in about a month's time. As well, I'll be editing and cleaning up A Lady's Prerogative II: Wounded Aerth and publishing it online here. I would say of the entire A Lady's Prerogative lineup that Wounded Aerth is my favourite book.

In addition I'll be working on (secretly) Stories From The End. I won't say when but there will be many updates to the book over the next month.

I'm busy learning Unreal Engine investigating the possibilities of how I can use it for story telling in the future. If I do come up with something I'll be sure to let you know.

Stay Safe and Be Well,

Brian Joseph Johns
Toronto, Ontario, Canada